I am already soaked with water when I got to Lillan's apartment. What? I just walked.
"Niall! What happened?", She asked but I shook my head and removed my very drenched coat.
"H-He-", I can't take it anymore, I broke into tears and fell on Lillan's arms. She caress my back, whispering soothing words on my ears.
"I'll make you tea and talk to me but first, go upstairs and change or shower, you'll get sick", I nodded and headed slowly to the guest room.
I entered the bathroom and looking at the mirror, I am such a mess.
My hair is dripping wet on my forehead, my shirt is soaked and my eyes are bloodshot red.
I removed my shirt and my pants then my boxers, stepping inside the shower. I twisted the handle to the right and the cold water immediately hit my bare back. I washed my body with soap.
After my bath, I wrapped a towel around my waist and shook my head letting droplets of water from my hair to fall into different directions.
I grabbed my bag and put out some pajama pants and gray sweater.
"Niall, you finished?", I heard Lillan shouted. "Yes, im coming down", I said back with hiccups.
"Aw love, what happened", Lillan asked, handing me a cup of tea.
"I fanzoned him and he loved me all his heart but, I was blind and didn't saw that", I muttered.
"Love is blind, pal", She patted my back and a little giggle travels through my vocal cord.
"He kicked me out of his house", I frowned.
"Well? Just ask him to listen, i'm sure he will understand", She gave me a smile as I sip my tea.
"He will not hear me out Lill, he said he doesn't want to see me", I sobbed.
"Oh, did he say he doesn't love you anymore?", She asked.
"No", and then it hit me.
"Now go to sleep and go get your man tomorrow", I nodded and hugged her.
I ran to the guest room and laid on the bed.
tomorrow is going to be a hella long day
