Don't let me go

12: Day before MV shooting

Taehyung's POV
After dropping Eleanor at her house I got back to my dorm.
"Where were you Tae?" Jimin asked me. "You skipped dinner tonight!"
"Oh! I had some work. And don't worry about me I had my dinner." I assured him.
I didn't want to tell him about Eleanor right now. I'm not even sure about my feelings. What should I tell him about it.

"Did you meet Ha Ri?" Jimin asked me.
We are now in our room. Jimin and I share same room. I was sitting on the edge of my bed. And Jimin was sitting on a couch which was in front of my bed.
"No. It's over, I told you. Why would I meet her? Though she called me today but I didn't pick up." I told him.
Today Ha Ri called me twice but i didn't pick up. I don't want to listen her pleading. I had enough.

"Good. But don't roam around late at night. Suga hyung was so angry. And we also have come back. So keep that in mind."

"Hmm, I'll. Now go, I want to sleep. Good night"
I lay down on the bed. Jimin went to his bed.
But I didn't fall asleep right away. I was thinking about tonight. I really had great time with Eleanor. Her smile was so beautiful. There is something special about her smile which make my heart beat go faster. When I took her to the restaurant. I didn't like the way Joon was staring at her. His eyes went wide when he saw her. Maybe I got little bit of jealous.
The boy who cheat on Eleanor must be the biggest stupid in the world. How could anyone cheat on a girl like Eleanor. If I were him I would treasure her. The way she got excited hearing about ice cream that was so cute. She is so innocent. Though I feel bad for not getting the pikachu for her. But I'll buy that for her.
As I was thinking about Eleanor Jimin called me.

"Are you asleep?" Jimin asked.

"Yes. I am talking in the sleep." I replied.

"Not funny. I just wanted to ask you something." Jimin said.

"Listen Jimin I am maybe heart broken it doesn't mean I'll date you." I laughed.

"Tae, you seem in very good mood. I wonder where you had gone?" He got up and sat on his bed. I was still lying.
"So I wanted to ask you that what do you think about Eleanor?" Jimin asked.
When I heard her name I looked at Jimin.
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I mean. Just answer."
"Umm... . She is nice. She is beautiful. Always take care of others." I wanted to say something more but I couldn't. I just can't describe her with words. She is more than that.
"Whoah! You are saying good things about her. You used to hate her. But I think, not anymore." Jimin grinned.
I lay on my back and stared to the ceiling.
"I've never hated her. It's true that my behaviour wasn't right towards her but I never hated her." I sighed. "By the way why are you asking this question in the middle of the night?"

"Nothing special. Just to know that do you still dislike her or not.

"I don't dislike her." I responded.

"So do you like her?"

I didn't say anything.

"Do you?" He asked me again.

"Ugh! Jimin-ah go to sleep. I'm really tired today." I threw a pillow at him. But he caught it.

"Okay." Jimin laughed and turn off the light. "But I'll talk about it later."

I couldn't sleep that night. All I was thinking about Eleanor and the time we spent together.

Next morning I was talking to Suga hyung.
"Where were you last night? You know how worried we were!" He was really angry.

"Sorry hyung." I said.

"Don't do it again. Inform us before going anywhere, alright?" He patted my shoulder.
I nodded.

We all went to Bighit. Everyone was so busy as the day after tomorrow we'll fly to Jeju land for MV shooting. Maybe this trip will help me to get close to Eleanor. Maybe also will help me to clear the doubts about my feelings.

It was about to lunch time. Still I didn't see her today. Other days, by this time I would see her twice or thrice. I wonder where she is.

"Ugh! So tired." Jin hyung whined. We were in our practice room. We've been practicing since this morning.
"Yes. It's really tiring day and boring one also." Jhope hyung sighed.

Suddenly woonjae came to the room.

"Hello guys. I just come to let you known the time of the flight. You will leave tomorrow at 9 a.m."

"Oh! Okay" Namjoon hyung nodded.

"Woonjae, where is Eleanor? We didn't see her today." Jimin asked.

"She is in the office. She is really busy today as she will also leave with you guys tomorrow." He replied. "Okay I go then."
Then he left.

She is going with us. I thought. This trip will be fun. We can spend time together.
I really wanted to see her right now but I didn't go. What if she find me clingy. So I didn't go to meet her.

Eleanor's POV
"Ugh so much work today." Bora threw papers on the table.
"Yes." I sighed. As tomorrow we are leaving for mv shooting, we have to organize everything by today.
"After the shooting, there will be more work." I said looking at the papers for the last time.

"Yes, performances." Bora sighed.

It's already 8 p.m. only the stuffs are in the building. Boys left early today. I didn't meet them today. I was so busy. I thought of meeting them at the end of my work. It took a lot of time than I thought. I wanted meet Taehyung. I wonder if he wanted to meet me.

"Yay finished." Bora cheered.

"Yeah. We should go now. We have flight tomorrow." I said.