Messed Up

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*Carmen's POV*

Last night's nightmare wasn't so bad. it was another one of my ex boyfriend hitting me over and over again. He hit me until I fell unconscious. Then when I "woke up" (still the dream) I was tied to a chair. Then he started hitting me again. I woke up screaming, crying, and thrashing again.

Although the pain of my nightmares is pretty unbearable, I would take an abuse nightmare over one about losing Nash (or Carol or Dani) any day. II've been taking my medicine but this time it isn't working. Whatever. I have to bear with the pain anyway.

But, seriously, the dreams where I loose loved ones are always the hardest. I hate them so much. Those are always my worst nights. I would much rather be abused in my dream than loose Nash, Caroline, or Dani.

Wow. I just ranked my nightmares. Not only the nightmare, but the pain it causes me as well. I am seriously messed up.

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*You like? or nah? Poor Carmen. Hope you enjoyed!*

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