Dear Anonymous,

To: November Tears

August 19
Dear Anonymous,

   It's been quite some time now, nine months to be exact.

And though the memories we have aren't fond, I can't help from looking back.

To those days we would waste by laughing with our friends, and the nights we'd stay up talking, wishing summer would never end.

But just as summer concluded the happiness did too, and you had fallen much harder for me than I had for you.

The coldness made me bitter, and sent a chill down my spine, but you were stuck in la la land unaware of time.

I tried so many times to get the words just right, but every time I did, all it led to was a fight.

So I laid down my armor and decided to walk away, but you didn't try to stop me on that cold November day.

That's where we left off, broken and unable to mend, just because I told you all I wanted to be was friends.

   We still have not spoken, both of us caught up in pride, but today's the day I say I'm sorry for all the times I've lied.

See today is your birthday, and I miss our little chats, but most of all I miss all the times you made me laugh.

I wish I could say this in person, particularly on this day, but it's been quite awhile and our petty actions have gotten in the way.

I just want to say I'm sorry, and that I meant every word I said, but we were only meant to be, for a short time instead.

Sincerely,
Me