Broken Inside | Ash x Reader

Waiting

-(Y/N)'s POV-

Three weeks.

We've been waiting for three weeks.

Yet he hasn't woken up still.

I sighed as I looked out the window, and saw that it was drizzling, each drop of the rain making me even more scared that he'll never wake up.

The drizzle soon became worse. The light, harmless drops of water has transformed into loud, dangerous water falling from the sky. It was so loud that it was all you hear.

Bonnie spoke quietly, "Do you think he'll wake up soon?"

Everyone was quiet. They don't even wanna think about Ash right now. Because when they would, they'd only think of bad things happening to him. Like, his condition getting worse, or him never waking up, all of the possible bad things you could ever think of.

Bonnie looked at us and said gently, "Sorry..." Everyone seemed to calm down at that.

"Hey guys, I'll go get some drinks, you guys want any?" Clemont stood up.

"I'm good." Bonnie said.

"I'll have a coffee." Spoke Serena.

"How about you (Y/N)?" He turned to me.

I shook my head slowly.

Soon after Clemont has left to buy drinks, Bonnie said she'll sleep while Serena said she'll go to the bathroom. After everyone left, I was the only one sitting there.

I can't stop but thinking that this is all of my fault although a tiny, just a tiny part of me keeps shouting at me that it wasn't my fault.

Looking up the window, I sighed, thinking about what will happen to Ash. Part of me keeps on saying he won't wake up or his condition will become worse. But a part of me keeps on telling me that he'll be just fine.

After Clemont and Serena went back to the waiting room, they both drank their beverages and later, everyone went into the room and slowly drifted off to sleep.

But I couldn't..

My mind just won't stop fighting.

A part of me says he'll wake up, but another one kept saying he'll never. After hours and hours of fighting, I finally was feeling tired enough to sleep. I laid down onto the bed and slowly slept peacefully.

Ash... Please... Wake up..