Broken Inside | Ash x Reader

Losing Hope

-(Y/N)'s POV-

It has been almost five weeks ever since Ash has gotten into a coma. Me, Clemont, Serena and Bonnie kept thinking that when we visit him, he'll be awake but when we actually come inside his room, he's still asleep, motionless.

Last two weeks, a part of me keeps on saying that he will wake up, but now..

Not even a tiny part of me says that he'll wake up. All part of me says that he'll never wake up. Sometimes I wish this was all just a nightmare I'm trapped in. But every time I'd wake up, I just feel worse because it was actually real.

I've done everything to make myself better, like, always saying, "Don't worry! He will definitely wake up tomorrow!" or "Don't lose hope!"

But no matter how many times I try to make myself feel better, more and more tears keeps on falling down. It was like a waterfall at this point.

It feels like every time I'd think about Ash, I'd always think about bad things happening to him. And thinking about that just makes me cry even more.

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-Ash's POV-

Trapped. Trapped inside darkness.

That's how I feel all the time.

All I can see is darkness, nothing else.

I don't know where I am or how I'll get out of here, I keep on trying so hard to escape, but I keep failing.

Every part of me keeps on saying that I'll never get out of here but a tiny, just a tiny part keeps on saying that I will.

Every time I'd try to escape, there's always something blocking the way. No matter what I do, I just can't. I'm starting to lose hope at this point.

Although a certain (H/C) haired girl gives me hope. She was my hope, my hope to get out of here and be with her again.

(Y/N).

Before, she'd always be my hope, whenever I think about her, my hope just keeps on increasing and increasing. Although now, whenever I think about her, it feels as though my hope decreases.

Is she giving up?

Is she saying that I'll never wake up?

No.

She can't.

She can't give up.

I know that a part of her, even if it's just a tiny bit, I know that that tiny bit says to her that I'll wake up.

She doesn't realize it, but I know for sure that there's still hope inside her somewhere.

I know it.

"Ash.. Please.. Wake up.."

"(Y/N).. I promise.. We'll see each other again. I promise."