Rants and other monstrous things

Hi Again.

I lied. I didn't update at all because 1) I'm hella lazy 2) I forgot about Wattpad  and 3) I was doing other things. 

Just the other day I was thinking about life and such (shut up, u do it too) and I had the thought of changing. Changing the world and making a difference. Then I started thinking about how stupid we were for taking everything for granted. We have AC, unlimited entertainment, food, water, paper to clean our butts while the other half of the world is struggling to even eat. What I'm trying to say is be grateful. Honestly. Even though people probably have told you this a million times. Be grateful for what you have. If you think about it, we are really lucky to really be where we are now.  And that concludes this rant. On to the next. 

Love. This is 2017 and by now people have chosen their side on this topic. I'm specifically talking about people who are part of the LGBTQ+ community. Why do we discriminate against them? They are people who have just proved to this world that no matter what, LOVE WINS. Love is this insane idea that proves people to be kind, and brings out the best in us. So why the hell do we downgrade it? Love is love. There are all kinds of love. Family love, pet love, Starbucks love, fandom love, clothes love, people love. It's all the same so why do we make it so that society decides which kind of love is accepted and which is not. Love is beautiful in any form and it makes the air around us a little more breathable. 

Ok, so now that that's out of the way imma start complaing about how terrible my summer has been. And how I'm terrible at change. 

So. Band Camp. Band has consumed 3/4 of my summer and I don't know how I feel. I like it but I don't love it. To be honest, I hate band. But my parents are very lowkey making me do it. Only because it looks good on college applications. My parents are Indian so I think you know where I'm coming from. I hate band but love creating music. I love the people in band. I really do. But still. A part of me wishes I could do things that I truly do love with all of my heart like swimming, reading, anime watching and karate but I can't because band takes up too much time. It's 11 hrs a day from Monday to Friday and sometimes Saturday. I really don't know what to think of it but it's ok. 

I'm a weirdo and I have accepted it. 

I'm also socially awkward.

If you haven't realized by now, this is going to be very random. 

My dog is cute

I think I love animals more than humans

I love it when people tell me they r gay or part of the LGBT+ community for some unknown reason even though I'm not part of it. I guess I just like it because it makes me think they are somehow changing the world. 

I only read 4 books this summer. I usually read more than 20. 

I really miss middle school. And all the memories and friendships and laughs I had. 

I like organizing 

I don't like growing up

I hate cliche people even though i am terrible for saying that because we are all based off of cliches and stereotypes. 

I'm miss things that I quit and I want to get back to them desperately. 

I think I'm becoming more emo each day. 

Byeeee 

LOVE YOU IF YOU READ ALL OF THAT NONSENSE 

GONNA GO DO MY SUMMER READING NOW. KILL ME NOW. JK. I LOVE MY LIFE.