You Consume Me /Poetry

I can't

You leaving me is so hard mostly because there's nothing I can do.
I can change myself, become like the girl you love, and try to be good enough, but I know I never could.

It was like I finally reached the top after two years of crushing on you, we finally were both in love, and then after you saw the view at the top u pushed me off and sent me flying.

You saw something better.....

That's the most painful thing in the world. Not being good enough, because you can't change yourself.

I'm stuck in this position where I've loved you for so long I don't know what else to do.

I can't love anyone else, I can't.

My mind knows you don't love me but heart keeps repeating I can make her love me.

I can't I can't. And that's something I keep telling myself.

I can't be good enough
Nobody can fall in love with me
I can't be alive anymore
I can't live like this.

And I can't blame you for loving someone who is better. I can't blame you for not having feelings for me

And you can't help me because you don't understand, how it feels to love someone for so long and then one day they tell you they never felt the same
Because nobody hates you, nobody doesn't love you.

You don't know how it feels to be unloved