You Consume Me /Poetry

when you leave

The sky falls when i think of you,
my mind, once in control, gets trapped with just your gaze
Sometimes i wonder what love is like,
without it being an internal fight, to get grasp of my emotions.
Or is there even such a thing as love,
if it isnt abuse
its like you fall so deep in admiration,
you become depedent on it like a drug,
but that drug feels nothing, you feel everything.
When the drugs run out what is left for me
When you leave, I trip, and need you to get on my feet
But when you are unfaithful to me, i just acknowledge it silently, laying right where you left me
With my open heart wounded,
whining like a child for you to come save me
and i wish i was stronger but I built my strength with you
But i guess ill just always seem like your little pawn