You Consume Me /Poetry

Her

I can't help thinking why I wasn't good enough for you. I love you more then anyone has ever loved you and believe me when I say that. She can't love you the way I do.

I tried for you. I tried so hard. Even after years of getting denied your love I didn't give up. I didn't move to someone else. I stayed with you because I felt something stronger then any feelings I've ever felt.

I want what's best for you always, and a lot of people don't want that. They just want to be happy and they don't really care if other people are. But your happiness is one of my prioties and that will never change ......

Just tell me why I'm not lovable.. tell me why everyone leaves me because they realize they never loved me. Why can't I be loved. What can somebody love me. Please love me please. I want to feel loved again, and the worst part is I know I never will.

Right now your getting I love you's from a girl you really love. It makes me happy but hurts me so bad at the same time because I know I love you more than she loves you.

You used to be my happiness, my tears, my world, my girl, mine. My everything. And now it's just a memory that I keep trying to replay to keep me from going insane.

I just don't understand why you don't love me.