Shawn who?

chapter 7

Alyssa p.o.v

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"your fine" i reassure shawn as we walk back to the tour bus. hes worried for getting yelled at for coming home late. we only been gone for like an hour.

"are you sure?" he asks still holding on to me. "yup" i say keeping my eyes a head of us. "wait.wait.wait" i feel shawn stopping. "what?" i say looking at him. he stops walking but still is using me as support. "n-nothing lets go" he says shaking his head."okay?"i say confuse. "are you still dizzy?"i ask. he looks at me with his sweet brown eyes that i thought were evil earlier today. 

"yeah, i also feel like im going to throw up" he says. i start panicking and try to find the nearest restroom. "hold on" i say. i continue to look around and see that there is a Mc donalds. " come on" i say holding shawns waist tighter. i hear shawn groan.

"dont you dare throw up, mendes" i say warning him. 

we enter Mc donalds and i lead him to the restroom. he enters and i wait out side. i look around signing in relief that he made it. "um excuse me?"i hear a girl say behind me. i turn around and face a young teenage girl. she had red short hair with green eyes. she was wearing a blue sweatshirt with black leggings. 

"yeah?"i ask. 

"im sorry to bother you, but i couldnt help to see shawn mendes with you" she says nervous.

"oh, hunny. i dont think shawn will be in the mood to take a pic. we could ask though" i say smiling. she looks at me with a huge smile on her face. 

"whats wrong with him" she asks worried for her idol. "his anxiety is really high right now and he had an attack earlier this afternoon. he isnt really feeling well"i say explaining to her. she looks at me with sadness feeling over her. 

"i hope hes okay" she says looking down."yeah"

"tell him to listen to "a little too much" she says laughing. ''yeah, hey whats your instagram? i could maybe tell shawn to follow you?"i ask.

As she is giving me her information i see shawn walking out of the bathroom. "there he is. wait here" i say heading towards him. 

"how you feeling?" i ask concerned about the teenage boy infront of me. "better" he tells me. "im glad"i say. 

"theres a fan here to met you"i tell him. i then see him smile wide. "where?" he asks. i look at the spot i just left and see her staring at us. "there" i say pointing at her. shawn walks his way over there. "thanks, hun" 

"hey! i saw you guys walking. do you guys need a ride?" she asks us. i turn to shawn and i shrug. 

"i mean if it isnt a problem" i say. she nods and goes to ask her parents. i turn to shawn to see him just standing. i turn back and see her parents coming towards us. i smile as the young girl and her family approaches us. 

"hi" i say. the young girls mom smiles at me. "im alyssa and this is shawn"i say greeting ourselves. the dad looks at me and laughs.

"trust me, i know who he is" he says pointing at shawn. i laugh and turn to shawn. shawns face is red and you could see him panicking. why? i think he has social anxiety too to be honest. "is that -that bad if you know me?" he speaks. i walk over to shawn and grab his hands into mine and look him into the eyes. when is his pills coming? this is honestly annoying. 

"shawn, calm down"i say. he looks at me and breaths in and out calmly. 

"uh, it was a good thing?"i hear the dad say. i smile and look at them. 

"so, i u-uh was wondering if you could give us a ride home? if it isnt a problem" i ask the parents. i look at the teenage girl who is smiling widely. i smile. "sure! we just were leaving right now anyways  so come on" the mom says. "im crystal by the way" the mom says to me laughing. "and im mike!" mike says. i smile at them. "well come on" they say. 

i turn to see shawn looking a bit more calm. i go up to him and ask whats wrong. "there complete strangers! they could kill us" he whisper/ yells. i laugh.

"shawn i could tell you their not going to kill us " i say laughing. he looks at me and roll his eyes. 

"she didnt promise" i hear the girl say looking back at us. i start laughing and see shawn getting mad. "hey! i never got your name" i say looking at her. "oh! its hailey" she says smilling. 

we leave the fast food place and enter the outdoors. "how are you feeling?" i ask laughing at shawn just remembering he threw up less then 20 mins ago. he glares at me playfully. i shake my head and walk further in till we get to their car. "haliey, sweetie, sit in the back" crystal says to her child. "fine" haliey responds back. Haliey opens the door to their van going in first. After shes seated i get in as shawn follows. 

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its been 5 mins and shawn is asleep. Resting his head on my shoulder. I smile as i look down at him. i guess he isnt so bad after all. he is very down to earth. i was wrong. 

"hes tired isnt he?" i hear hailey ask behind me. "yeah'' i say smiling at the young teenager right next to me. "how long have you guys been dating?" i hear mike ask me. i loo at the threw the mirror. "oh! u-uh were not dating"i say feeling embarrassed. "really?" crystal asks. i smile at her. "hey, we should get in contact?" she tells me. weir. 

"uh, yeah, for sure" i say agreeing. after all their giving us a ride home. i feel shifting next to me. i look to see. "im sorry" i hear shawn mumble. "please dont go" he mumbles again. 

"is he talking in his sleep?" hailey asks. i look at her nod. she smiles and says. "how adorable". 

i look out the window and see our tour bus. "were here" i say. i look at them and they nod. they pull over on the side of the road. i look at shawn and try to wake him up.

after about 5 mins of trying to wake him up i just gaved him and smaked him. i see him jolt up and look around. "what was that for?" he ask. i laugh. "come on were home" i say to shawn.  "thank you guys so much" i say as shawn walk out of the car. "how long was i alsleep for?" shawn asks walking behing me. "for like 15 mins" i say. 

we enter the tour bus and see john still on the phone and ian sitting down. we need to talk to him more. for the time i had with him, he seems like a really nice guy. hes leaving  tomorrow.   i close the door behind me and see shawn walk immediately to the beds. i smile and walk to ian. 

"hey?" i say sitting next to him. he looks at me. 

"hey" he responds.

"look, i know i shouldnt be the one apologizing, but i cant help to feel bad for you. you came on tour to spend time with shawn but he isnt spending time with you" i say. he looks at me laughing. "what?"i as confus. 

"i know shawn was like this when he first started to tour. Then he got his meds and then he was backed to normal. Oh and please trust me on this. I am having fun. You dont know what me and john do" he says. i laugh at the last part. "so, whats going on with you and shawn" he asks me. i smile and look at him. "were friends and i dont hate him anymore" i say. he smiles while nodding his head. "okay im going to bed, goodnight"i say before standing up to go to bed.

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