Shawns p.o.v
Im currently getting ready for my show tonight. I cant stop over thinking it.
Like what if i mess up?
Big time.
Fall on stage and get hurt?
What if my voice cracks?
You see! Ughhh.
I finally put my hoodie over my grey shirt. I smile once more at myself in the mirror. Ressuring myself i will do fine and that im stressing over nothing.
I open the door and go to the "living room" of the bus. I smile looking at ian. "You nervous?" He asks me. I shake my head
"Yup. Yup. Yup. Pretty nervous" i chuckle at myself. I look up and see Alyssa on her phone. I smile.
"How much time do we have intill the show?" I ask. I turn my head to john. Showing proper manner. He pulls out his phone and calls out "1" i nod.
"Do you mind if i go for a walk?"i ask. Trying to calm my nerves. He looks at me concerned but finnaly gives in.
"Take someone with you, though" he tells me.
No. No. I dont want any one with me.
"U-ugh, im sorry. I feel like being by my self" i look at him. Rubbing my hands on my legs.
"Okay but check in" he tells me. I nod and leave the buss.
I step out of the bus and feel the cold breeze. Kind of calming me down.
Okay. Think straight. Its nothing. Im fine. Im stressing over nothing. Its fine. They are doing sound check right now. They have security. They have body guards. I have my fans.
I look at the scenery around me and see a coffe shop on my left. A book store, right next to it. I look at my left and see the guitar shop that me Alyssa went to. I smile. Memories from that night.
I cross the street and finnaly enter the store. The warmth of the store, hitting me. I look at the guitars and ukes around me.
"Good evening" i hear a womens voice greet me. I move towards the voice and smile. Instantly reqonising her.
"Hey! Your shawn, how are you?" She asks me. With a smile on her face. Leaning against the counter. I smile.
"Good, you?" I ask.
"Good. Hows Alyssa?" She asks.
"Good. Shes at our bus right now" i say smilling. I then see Aaron coming out from the storage room.
"Hi" he says smilling.
"Hey"i say. Returning the smile.
"What are you up too? Dont you have a show tonight?"he asks. I nod.
He looks down at my hands. Which are fidgeting with eachother. I tend to do that. Alot.
"Your nevouse" He laughs. "Yup" i say laughing back.
"Lets go play some stuff?" He tells me. "To ease you" i nod hestant.
"Y-yah"
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Fanfictioninspired by "tour bus" by @Emilyqveen Summary: Andrew gertlers daughter, is being forced to tour with his client...shawn Mendes. She first thinks its the worst thing ever....but when she finnaly gets to know him better. She finds out his hardship...
