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(Shawns p.o v)
Help me
I'm up. I'm up. Its 2 am. I'm up. My mind racing. My heart pacing. I'm up. I'm up at 2am. I should be sleeping.
Its like the walls are caving in.
I get up and go to our small bathroom in the bus. Trying not to wake everybody up. 2am. 2am. I lock myself in the small room.
Heart beating faster each minute. Vision foggy. The walls. The walls are moving. Moving directly towards me.
Sometimes i feel like giving up.
I cant do this. Nope i cant. I look at my self in the mirror. That is me. I cant do this. Heart beating faster. Faster. Faster. Vison failing at 2am.
I just cant
Its 2am. My head spinning in circles. Oxegyn short. Vison not working. I cant do this. Touring is stressful. I miss home. I miss my family. I miss me. 2am and everything is happening. She hates me. He hates me. I hate me.
My knees give in. I hit the cold bathroom floor. Making a scrape on my knee. I rest my back on the wall. I look at my knee. The tears from my heart, falling down my face. I see blood on my knee.
Thats when i knew. Thats when i knew at 2am. At 2am.
It isnt in my blood.
I cant just give up. I then just sob. Sob the loudest i can. I want it to stop.
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Allyssas p.o.v
I get awaken from a cry. Not just a cry. It was filled with so many emotions. It was a cry for help. I isntantly get out of my bed. No one awake? How? I go towards Shawns bed.
Hes not there. I go towards the bathroom and hear the sobs getting louder. I knock.
"Hello?" I whisper.
"Alyssa.....I need sombody now"
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