Shawn who?

part 10

Sorry for the long wait guys! I have been dealing with a lot lately and finally got the motivation to update this book 💕

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Shawns p.o.v

I simply grab her hand and make sure shes okay. And also reasuring myself that too. My heart is still beating fast.

"Hey, its fine" i say. She looks at me and smiles. I help her up and walk over to jake. He looks the same. Ian looks shocked.

"Okay, well that happened" Jake tells us. Causing ian to laugh. I smile.

My heart is still beating fast. My chest is starting to hurt. What if it was real? I wouldve died. My fans would have been sad, my family.

"Ugh, im going to go to the restroom" i say playing with my hands. Ian nods and Allyssa smiles, wiping her tears. Jakes just looks concerned.

"Let me go with you" he offeres.

I look at him confused.

1beat 2 beat 3 beat...my heart beating faster. My breathing quickens.

"O-oh okay" i say turning, walking to the restrooms. I hear jakes foot steps behind me.

"SHAWN, HOLD UP" i hear him scream. He cathes up. He places his hand on my shoulder.

I look up. Having trouble consuming oxegyn. "Shawn, it was just a drill. Nothing happen. Your fine. Look im fine" he tells me. I nod.

Nothing happened. Were fine. It was just a drill. Im fine. Im fine.

"Lets take a seat, okay" he tells me. My vison blurries, just a tad. I sit down, fidgeting with my hands.

"Shawn. Breath in and out" he tells me. My breathing becoming harder, each minute.

Im fine. Nothing happened

Okay. My breathing comes back. As well as my visions.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, um Allyssa. Is she okay" i ask. John looks over at ian and allyssa.

"Yeah, shes fine" he tells me. He takes a seat right next to me.

"You mind telling me what you were or are feeling?" He asks. I look at him.

"I-i still need to go pee" i say smilling. He laughs and helps me up.

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   After im done peeing,i wash my hands and leave. Jake and i enter the loud lobby. Where Ian and Allyssa are sitting talking about something. We head over to them and sit.

"The bus will be here in like 20 minutes" ian tells us. Following a nod from each of our heads. I sit down not feeling quite well. I look around and see ian and Allyssa laughing. I look at jake who is on his phone. I take out mine. To kill the time.

I turn on my phone. Showing the lock screen. Its a picture of me and my family. I smile at that.

I then unlock it, and see my home sceen. A picture of Me and my friends. Ian, matt and brian. I go on instagram and just see what people post.

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Allyssa p.o.v

  Im still in shocked of what just happened. When i was about 9 our 10. My family went to the mall. There ended up being a shooting...but no one was hurt. I remember i had to go to thearpy for a few months after that.