Your Not Who I Thought You Was (A Conor Maynard Fan Fic)

Chapter 10

A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS OF A SENSITIVE NATURE THAT MAY DISTRESS SOME READERS, I CAME UP WITH THE IDEA BEFORE THE EVENTS OF GRENFELL TOWER, PLEASE DON'T HATE ME!

-A WEEK LATER-

EMILYS POV

Me, Penelope and Jake are finally back at the flat in London

We have been here for a few days and I've settled Penelope back in nicely

I read online that babies get fussy about eating when they aren't at home because they are so excited about what is happening

And over christmas, I found out that is true because Penelope was so fussy about eating over Christmas time

Since we got back 3 days ago, Penelope has gone back to her normal eating routine

It is currently Wednesday and I am currently in the middle of feeding Penelope before I put her to bed

When I have finished giving her a bottle of milk, I gently rock her in my arms as I walk to the nursery so I can put her to bed

I push the door, that was already originally shut a slight bit, open with my foot as I walk in with my precious little baby

To make sure that she is falling asleep, I carry on rocking her in my arms

Slowly, I see her drifting off to sleep

Once I see that she is finally going to sleep, I lay her down softly in her cot

"Night baby, I love you" I say as I lean into the cot and kiss on the forehead before I make her mobile, that is hanging above her crib move

I quietly walk out of the nursery and I go back into my living room

I sigh as I plonk myself down on the sofa

"Did she go off to sleep ok?" A voice questions from the kitchen area

I turn my head to see Jake walking towards the sofa with two mugs in his hands

I nod

"Yeah, she actually went to sleep practically straight away" I tell him

Jake smiles as he walks in front of me before, he holds the mug out to me

I happily take it out of his hands before I bring it closer to my body

"So we haven't poke much about Conor since we had that phone call at Christmas, so what's happening with that?" he questions

I sigh before I take a sip of my tea

"Well we kissed, spent sometime together and I invited Conor to go and see 5 Seconds Of Summer with me but-" Jake cuts me off

"Hey! I thought we was going to see 5 Seconds Of Summer together!" Jake exclaims

I roll my eyes before I lightly hit him on the chest

"Shut up and listen" I tell him

Jake laughs before he quiets down

"I don't even know when I am going to see Conor again, I know this is nothing to do with it but I haven't spoke to Jack yet properly and in the back of my head there still could be something there, I don't know how to feel or what I am meant to feel, am I stupid?" I ask wanting an honest answer

Jake shakes his head in response

"I don't think your stupid, I just think your confused about what you want and that is understandable" he says

I take a sip of my tea as my brain fills with questions that I can't find the answer to

"How about this, I will put a film on and get some drinks from the shop whilst you stay here and order some food in" Jake suggests