sunrise | bae joohyun & son seungwan

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yeri, joy, and seulgi joined us shortly after, and we all shed a few tears together.

i felt bad when i first saw their reaction to this whole situation, because – to be blunt – i thought i was the only one feeling the pain of her leaving.

but she has friends.
she has family.

imagine her family suffering for 8 years non stop, having high hopes just to be deceived once again.
and her new friends, what they will never know about her and what she will never know about them.
imagine their world without son seungwan, wendy son.
just imagine.
and i realize we'll all live a dull life without her there.

and i realize we'd all be nothing without her.

but then i realize,
right as we all fall asleep on the chairs in that room;
we'll be okay if we stay together.

and i guess i wasn't the only person to realize that.

– let's never leave eachother, ever. no matter what happens, no matter how different we become throughout the years, no matter how far apart we are from eachother around the world, let's at least try to meet somewhat in the middle. we don't need to keep in touch 24/7, but when we see eachother once again, it should be like we had never left eachother.

it always surprised me, how yeri had such a way with words. i heard sniffles coming from seulgi, and joy's soft giggle comforted all of us. the dying girl was still sound asleep, though.

we were all tired right now,
all sad and tense,
for we know what she just said wouldn't include wendy,
but we're here.
and we're here until we can't be anymore.
until she can't anymore.
no matter what.
we'll be there for her and eachother.
we'll be there.