The Lifelong Death

31|| Why?

Sorry for updating so late, lately I have been so busy with school. Too much work man!

Where was ammi?

I recalled how she was in coma. How she had acute stress disorder. Was she okay?

Where was baba?

I recalled how he was about to shot Amir, and I came in between. How I was shot in my chest.

What had happened in my absence of SIX YEARS?!

{ ALIZEH'S POV }

AMIR WHERE ARE YOU?

And suddenly, a lady dressed up in a light blue nurse like uniform came in. Her mouth wide opened, as she saw me.

"I-I, you are alive!", she screamed, "Let me call the doctor and your parents"

The doctor came in with some files and then baba and ammi came in. Ammi was FINE.

"Ammiiiiii", I screamed as I got up and hugged her.

"Ammi, you are fine. You are not in coma anymore", I said as I felt peace in my heart.

"Betaa", she said as she kissed my forehead, "You survived, my prayers have finally been accepted."

She held my chin and lifted it up, "Never ever leave me again"

"Don't you ever leave me again", I replied.

And I saw baba whose eyes filled with tears seeing the mother and daughter meet after over seven years.

Baba took his phone out. It seemed like an iphone, but it was so much bigger. It was 2023... Did that mean it was iphone 13? He kept it on the desk.

And he stepped forward.

"Alizeh beta, I am sorry. I am so sorry", he pleaded as he brought the two of his hands together , "Please forgive me. I had no intentions of shooting you"

"Please don't apologize like this", I said as I held both of his hands, "But baba why did you try to kill the one that was ready to go to jail"

"Because he kidnapped you, he planned to kill you, he kept you trapped for over a whole year", he paused as sudden anger filled his eyes, "I couldn't let someone do so wrong, with my daughter. I hated him. I couldn't control myself, so I ended up trying to kill him"

Baba, why why why?

I looked at baba with angry yet tear filled eyes.

"Baba, speaking of him", I paused as I put a strand of hair behind my ear, "Where is he? Where is Amir?"

And suddenly his face turned pale. As though, he didn't want to answer this question. As though, the answer would be heartbreaking. As though, he was guilty of something.

"Baba please stop scaring me", I said as I felt my hear skip a beat, "Please tell me where is Amir?"

"I-I, woh, Amir... Amir, he had", he paused.

"Amir what baba?! Why are you stuttering?", I said as I felt tears run down my cheeks.

What happened to Amir?

"Woh... Amir, he committed suicide because he thought you died", he said as if it was the terms and conditions may apply part of a commercial. He said it really fast, as though he didn't want it to be heard.

Utter silence consumed me. Tears swelled onto my cheeks.

That was not possible, he would never do such a thing. He wasn't that type of person.

"Baba, I want to be alone, please leave", I said as they left.

I threw the file in my hand to the floor. As though, it would make the situation better.

Why Why Why?

Amir why did you give up? Give up so easily?

Why did you think I was dead? Why did you think I would dare to leave you?

It was though, I only existed. I wouldn't dare to live anymore.

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If he died then why was I alive?

What was the point of my survival?

Why did my body fight to stay alive?

When it was all fake. When it was only a dream. Only a fucking dream.

How am I supposed to breathe without you?

How am I supposed to to spend this long life without you?

Why did God make the two of us fall in love, when we were to be seperated?

My soul was connected to yours, now how am I supposed to live?

It was though, I was surrounded by people. Lots of people. Yet, I was lonely.

It felt as though, I was alone standing on the surface of the moon. As though, I was lost even if there were lots of people for me.

I have so much left to say to you. How could you just leave?

Sorry, for the short chapter 😐 Please vote and comment.