The Life of a Sex Addict

Take'yah?(missing in action)

I'm sitting on the hotel bed wearing nothing but a robe that was in the bathroom thinking about what they we're saying then it dawned on me did Robert say a baby . I didn't know him and take'yah we're hitting it off, wow I feel slow. That's not the only thing I thought about tho I thought about how busy I was trying to get fucked and not trying to blowout those damn candles that ruined my damn life. Sex Sex Sex Sex! It's sex that got me into this mess... from here on out i'm not opening my legs for another man unless he's my husband.

After laying in my bed for damn near 2 hours staring at the ceiling and flipping through channels in the flat screen on the wall I just needed someone to talk to. so I got up an started rambling through the bag in found my cell phone in called shan. I know your probably thinking why in the hell call a gigolo to talk to. Well since I want to talk to some one who doesn't know me. Some one who won't criticize me, if he doesn't really know me like that how in the hell can he criticize me. But anyway I asked him to come over and now he's on his way but it didn't dawn on me that I was still naked under this robe and I need to put on some clothes. I put on a thong and bra I had the hotel manger to get me and jogging suite. shan knocked on the door and I ran to get it when I opened it he was wearing black and grey Levis with a grey wife beater showing all of his cuts. I gripped the trim of the door reminding my self what I said earlier.

Shan- may I come in

Shan- are you ok

he said while brushing my right cheek gently, he brought me out of my day dream an to real life again

Me-huh..oh yea

I moved out of the way to let him in. when he went by my I could smell his cologne and oh how I love the smell of cologne on guys. I closed the door behind him. I went into the kitchen.

Me-have a seat

Me- want something to drink

I waited for a few second then’s I heard his deep sexy voice, an felt the warmth from his breath on my neck when he spoke.

Shan- I would very much like that

I chill went up my spine

Me- ok

I reached for to glass from the cabinet. As I was reaching I felt his hands on my stomach. And his chest on my back , his lips on the back of my neck. I thought to myself(if I don’t change to mood i'm going to end up fucking the shit out of this man) I got the glasses and start pouring the wine in them. I started to get nervous as i felt his tongue move and small circles behind my ear. I guess has knew he was making me nervous because he start to laugh a low laugh. But than I notice my hand was checking while holding the bottle.

Me- do you have any kids?

Shan- no and don't plan on having anytime soon

Me- ok

Shan- do you

he said while slowly moving his hands up my body and cupping my breast.

I turned around facing him while holding the glasses, our faces we're just 4inchesaround from each other and our lips we're 2.

Me- no I don't

I said while handing him his glass. I walked away from him and sat on the couch. He stood the with his back turned towards me looking down at his glass for a few seconds before he walked over to me. I sitting on my left leg while my right one hung off the couch. He sat by me. He grabbed my right legs and placed it a cross his lap then put his glass on the table an stared at me.

Me- what?

He didn’t say anything he just smiled

he rubbed up my right leg slowly. I stopped him when he tried to go towards my inner thigh.