The Life of a Sex Addict

4 Him

(She's right I don’t have the money)

I sat at the kitchen table drinking a coffee thinking of ways I can get this money. I can't ask shakira and D'nasha cause i'm sure them two both together couldn't have that kind of money. So who can i borrow this money from.....than I got an idea.

I went up stairs and took a shower. I washed up with my vanilla body wash. Put on my vanilla body lotion once I was dry, puts a gold thong and matching bra, a pair of gold leggings that grabs my body and squeezes it, my gold mini dress that is strapless. I got my gold hoops and put them on with my gold rings and gold and black heels. I got my keys and left to the firm.

I'm hoping and praying that he's still here. I went to the 4th floor an seen his light on in this office. I knocked on the door.

Craig- come in

I went into the room and sat in the chair next to the door. He looked up at me and smiled the same way he always does.

Craig- Tay'mernia what a surprise how my I help you.

Me- I know this is just out the blue but I need your help.

His face started to get a little serious.

Craig- what's wrong?

Me- well

I started regretting coming here. I don't like asking people for money or anything else.

Craig- i'm listening

but I have to think about Robert.

Me- I need to borrow some....money from you.

Craig- ok.. how much

he said pulling out his check book.

I tarted fidgeting with my finger nails.

Me- 12 grand

he looked up at me slowly than propped his feet up on his desk and put his hands behind his back.

Craig- that's a lot of money Tay'mernia what are you doing living the country. wait did you get caught up in some drug trade thing, or need it for ass shots.

I got up fast. Feeling very embarrassed and humiliated. i started to get very angry.

Me-first off no i'm not living the country. second I don't fucking deal drugs. And third don't you ever in your fucking life disrespect me like that again. Yes i'm asking you for a favor but that gives you no right to disrespect me and think i'm going to stay here intake it.

I started leaving out the office and was half way down the hallway before he came running after me and grabbed my arm.

Craig- wait, your right and i'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt your feelings

he said laughing a little. I yanked my arm away.

Me- you think that funny, it's no

Craig- ok i'm done

he said trying to get himself to stop laugh

Craig- but for real tell me what you need the money for.

Me- my boyfriend got locked up and i need to get him out before something happens to him

Craig-alright we can make a deal I’ll give you the money.

Before he could say anything else I hugged him

Me-thank you so much and I’ll pay you back I promise

Craig- you don't have to pay me back

he ran his fingers up the back of my thigh and almost up my dress before I pushed him.