BEYOND HIS CANVAS

CHAPTER 22

AXEL POV

Pok!!! Pok!! Pok

"Pakshit!!!!"

Napamura ako bigla sa kabwisitang ginawa ni Ayza. What's the hell is here problem. Nagdala pa talaga ng takip ng caserole!! At itinatapat pa yata sa tenga ko yung pagsalpok nito.

"Kanina pa kasi ako tawag ng tawag sayo!! Ang aga-aga Parang tanga kang nakatulala dyan!!!"

Pakialam niya ba sa iniisip ko.

"Ipokpok ko kaya sa ulo mo yan!! Masakit sa tenga alam mo ba hah!?"

She smiled at me and tinapon niya ito sa pool.
Kung hindi ko lang talaga kapatid toh. Malamang nawala na toh sa landas ko. Minsan kasi sumusobra na yung kaabnormalan niya. I think she need to visit on psychiatrist.

"Sorry naman! Ano ba problema mo?"

She's on a serious Face. Kapag ganyan yung mukha niya na ninibago ako. Remember my sister is a happy go lucky girl with a very inocent attitude. She's always hiding her pain behind those beautiful smiles. Here strong personality made me envy on here. She had a very unique quality that I dont have.Kahit asar ako sa kanya, I cant change the fact that. SHe is my only younger sister who I was treasure of. Even if we are always fight like we are on a warzone,but we still both know that we cared for each other. Napabuntunghininga ako kaya napatingin ito saakin.

"Kuya are you okey? Is this about that girl?"

She already know.

"Its a small problem I can handle it"

"Really?''

" yeah"

"Kuya I know you scared of falling inlove but you should try "

Umiling ako bilang sagot. No I wont! That's the only thing in this world that I hated much. Nakita ko kung paano nasaktan noon si mommy ng dahil sa pag-ibig na yan. Nakita ko kung paano muntik ng mamatay si dad just to sacrifice himself for our own good. Kahit sabihin na nating nagkaroon ng happy ending ang story nila. But they will never change the fact that love is the reasons why they experience a millions of tears, a hundred times of pain and even facing death .For me love is like entering in hell.

"You'll never know how love can changed you! It can make you miserable, and turn yourself into a wretched one"

"Anlalim aa"

I tried to smile. I know hindi niya maiintindihan kong ano yung sinasabi ko dahil hindi niya ito naranasan. Hindi niya nakita kong paano ako naapektuhan sa nangyari noon sa mga magulang namin even mom and dad does'nt know my real feeling. I made them believe that I am okey but Im not. I learned to hide my true emotions and turned out to be a good actor. But it does'nt matter anymore.
I stand up and hold her shoulder.

"So if I were you! Stop that stupidity of falling inlove on a very wrong person"

Nang hindi siya sumagot, tinalikuran ko siya.Pero bago ako makalayo ng tuluyan...

"No kuya Love deserve taking a risk it may be ruin you at first but I know in the end you will experienced a real happiness of being inlove "

Sandali akong natigilan. No!! Hinding hindi magbabago ang pananaw ko sa bwisit na pag-ibig na yan nang dahil lang sa sinabi nito. Hinding hindi ako magmamahal!! Tapus!!. Nakapamulsang iniwan ko siya sa gilid ng pool. Mas mabuti sigurong ei pahinga ko muna toh.

AYZA POV

Hindi maalis sa isipan ko yung sinabi ni kuya. Ganyan ba talaga ang pinaniniwalaan niya?. Ayon sa mga nabasa kong libro kagabi. Hindi naman masama ang magmahal kasi nga it's always a part of our life. Being inlove and being love of someone you love are the best thing that happend to our life. Mabuti pang ikain ko na muna toh. Naguguluhan ako sa inaasta ni kuya. Pumasok na ako sa loob at dumeritso sa kusina nakita kong nag luluto si mom and I saw dad reading magazine while drinking his coffe.