You & I

chapter 5

i wake up to the smell of pancakes.

i open my eyes and see london and sibria standing over a hot pan with pancakes cooking.

i roll over and see megan dead asleep and her mouth wide open.

i giggle a little and she opens her eyes.

"good morning sleeping beauty hahaha" i say.

"ehhh good morning" she replies back in her sleepy voice.

i roll to the other side of me and see kenzie on instagram.

all of us look so hot our pajamas, but extremely tired.

me with my froggy footie pajamas on, megan with her yoga pants and sports bra on, kenzie with her sweats and hoodie on, london with her spandex and sports bra, and sibria in her spandex and t-shirt.

"it s about time you all are up!" london says with an big smile on her face and a plate full of pancakes in one hand.

"yea you all sleep too long. " sibria adds.

"we didn't go to bed until 4am dude." megan says while wiping her eye boogers from her eyes.

megan, kenzie, and i get up and make our way to the table and serve ourselves pancakes.

as we are all eating kenzie says

"guys i feel like last night was too good to be true." with a huge smile on her face.

"awe how adorable, kenzies in loveeee." megan says in a weird baby voice.

i text zach after breakfast.

"hey man, you kenzie, me, london, sibria, and megan. mall today. pick us up in like four hours?"

two minutes later zach replies

"yes ma'am."

"we have four hours to get ready for the mall with zach ladies. hurry hurry."

i say while winking at kenz.

"that a while dude!" london says

"yea i know do you you think sam could stop by for a little, i think it's time to break things off.." i say sadly.

i text sam and tell him to come over.

still in my pajamas i answer the door and see sam in his pajamas too.

i give him a big old hug and kiss and invite him in.

we go down to londons basement and sit on the sectional together.

"i guess..this is it." i say with a tear sliding down my cheek.

"no no no. let's not say goodbye. let's say...see ya later." he says while wiping the year off my cheekbone.

i grin and interlock his fingers with mine.

we walk up the stairs after about 30 minutes of silent cuddling.

i walk him to the door and give him a huge hug.

he then lifts me off my feet and is holding me kind of like a baby.

we makeout for about 5 minutes and then give eachother one last big kiss.

he puts me down and walks to his car.

he gets in a drives away.

the weird thing is, is that i couldn't cry.

i tried so hard but it wouldn't come out.

i walked upstairs to londons room where everyone was siting.

"you ok hun?" sibria says.

"yea im ok. the weird thing is..i cant cry it won't come out." i reply.