Only He knows

Chapter 1

Disclaimer: This is a Damie Fan Fiction story and it is not in the least bit real according to all the news stories and such. With that said, this is my version of a relationship between Dakota and Jamie. Events may appear for reference and are not facts.

Dakota POV

The daylight shines through my window and I pop right up and stretch reaching towards the sky as I yawn. I turn to my left to see Mr. Jamie fancy pants drooling. I am quiet at first and prepare to pounce on him to wake his sorry ass up for trying to sleep in. I realize I am biting my lip again because now thats a thing I have from playing Anastasia Steele. I stand up on the bed quietly and am about to jump him when he jumps up and screams and I fall onto the bed backwards yelling and then fall onto the floor. He is hysterical at this point and I have to admit that was funny so I am laughing and shouting ouch! Hey sorry Dakota but I was up to the bathroom 10 minutes ago so you did not get me this time! I caught you moving and quickly pretended to be sleeping!, he says in a smooth Irish accent that makes all the ladies swoon. You know Dornan I do not know what all the ladies see in your Irish ass! In fact, I think you are more of a pain than people give you credit for!. He smirks and slyly growls Well if you look over here Kota and turns around so I can see his ass, This is what has all the ladies swooning! and then he proceeds to semi moon me and walk slowly towards my bathroom. Hey wise ass come over here I need to pee!, I run after him and make it to the bathroom first by cutting him off as he does his little strut. He frowns and gives me the puppy face. We have to leave like in 20 minutes to be on set and guess what I have to shower because someone made me sweaty last night. No fan who sleeps with no fan!. I just stare at his stupid puppy face and say, Okay Jamie, you go and shower while I pee and then I will jump in as you are getting out.that okay?, actually, it would be better if you just showered with me and then we could be dressed and grab coffee in like 15 minutes. I nod yes and start to take off my clothes. He is naked before I am finished peeing and is already in the shower.

Can you scrub my back? he asks as I step in the shower. I have a big shower like hotel suite size and it has two shower heads. I have taken a few showers already with Jamie because of course we are always running late. I see a lot of him already and its not like he isnt my best friend in the world. We have become incredibly close over the last few weeks. Like I can tell Jamie anything. He has confided in me some pretty private things as well. He paints my nails and we have girlfriend time where we watch romance movies and trash talk. I feel like I could not have a better relationship with him and it makes the would be awkward stuff on set less fucking awkward. I am completely comfortable with him. Sam says we are made to work together. She loves our playfulness. I reluctantly go and scrub his back and then tell him to return the favor. He does and asks if my honkers need a scrubbing and I start to burst out laughing. He laughs and we keep washing I condition my hair and he offers to comb it out. I ask him all the time if this is okay with him and Amelia. I had reservations at first but he has assured me its not an issue and that he is very cautious about what he tells her. She does know he stays with me sometimes and we skype with his girls all the time. I even tell Amelia we need to go shopping when she gets back to the states and she offers to have me stay at their house when I go to London. All in all, we have the most amazing relationship I feel like I am one of his family members. My family on the other hand is not liking the closeness we have. My dad says its not lady like. My mom says I will eventually fall for him and he will not leave his wife nor should he. I am completely convinced these people are crazy and avoid them at all costs. Emily is driving me nuts too and wants nudes of Jamie Ha! She says she knows we are having a secret love affair! Yeah right, I wouldnt fart in front of a lover! I have by the way at first it was an accident but yeah now its a thing. He laughs because he says My farts sound like a grown mans but dont smell like ones!

We are done in the shower and he says, I will pick out your outfit today Johnson because you have no taste! I scoff and follow him into the closet. He picks up a set of 5 inch heels, in red, a thong in red and then a wife beater and says, viola!. I just keel over laughing. Hell, no Dornan! Not even in Mr. Greys dreams! I punch him in the gut and he chuckles. We are getting dressed now and I picked up some jeans, kept the thong for good measure and put on my fave shoes.UGGS! I love my UGGS. I even where them in between filming on set. Heels hurt. Jamie looks over at me, Are you going to wear a bra today? Its cold outside and I am afraid your nipples might fall off!. I pull out a sports bra and put it on. Fine for today Jamie but I will be freeing myself of this tonight as soon as we get home. He smiles and continues dressing.

We are already way late and I am getting into the SUV they have provided us with for transportation. Jamie asks him to stop at Starbucks and I agree. He knows what I order every day and He adds a blueberry muffin for good measure. I am so hungry. We were up till late playing board games last night. I really do not remember falling asleep at all. Jamie gets back into the car and has my breakfast yay! I am so happy what did I do to deserve such a fantastic costar and friend. I daydream of going to the beach and before I know it we are at the set. Security lets the car in to the lot and we head to our trailers. It is weird sharing my apartment and then having separate trailers. Sam thinks we need to have space sometimes. I dont get tired of being with Jamie.

Jordan and I broke up at the beginning of filming so I am now single and I have never felt better. I was really depressed after and Jamie was there to help me through it. I remember that night like it was yesterday. Jamie had seen me crying in my trailer, took me home, ordered take out. Ran a bath for me and left to the drug store. He bought every kind of candy, some ice cream (my favorite kind Oreo blast) and other junk food items. He also stopped by a Redbox and picked up like 4 movies. Went by the restaurant to pick up the take out and got back in less than an hour. He set it all up and I was so surprised. I remember he held me as I cried, passing me the tissues, he made me sundaes and brushed my hair. He told me how special I was and that no guy like Jordan deserved me. I was too extraordinary. I didnt remember falling asleep that day either. I just remember when he carried me to my room. I was vulnerable and willing to repay him in many ways partly because I was tired and partly because I was hurting. He pulled off my pants and put the covers over me. I fell into a deep sleep and he went to the living room to clean up. When I awoke, he was hugging me and dreaming. I have considered him my best friend ever since. Well off to make up for the next hour so we can do this thing! I hug my bestie tight and tell him I will meet him later to start filming the bar scene.

Jamie POV

I watch Dakota run off somewhere on set and head into my trailer. I have a few minutes to myself to eat my breakfast and to think about the day. I decide to call Amelia and say hi to my baby girl. She answers almost immediately and I am happy to hear her voice. Hi bunny hows everything going? She starts going on about some event that just occurred but I am barely listening. James how is Dakota doing? I cannot wait to get out there to the states she promised me girl time. Have you two been getting along. She has told me once or twice she could kick your ass. Dont patronize the girl dear. I laugh and I am fond about my wife and best friend getting along even if she is a woman. I cannot imagine life without Dakota. I tell her we are getting along splendid and that I have been hanging out with her more since she has been lonely. Amelia thinks thats a good idea and that she needs a friend right now. She thinks I am just such a valiant night and tells me she has to go. I sit back in by cot and fall asleep thinking about going to the beach with Dakota. She had mentioned it to me this morning.

I am in the water and start to walk out to a woman lying on the sand. As I get closer it is Dakota I see with red lips and a red bikini. I lay down next to her and turn to face her resting on my elbow. She looks up at me and smiles. I grab her waist with my right hand and turn her body towards mine. I can feel myself get an erection and I pull her in closer.. She realizes what is going on and starts to kiss me. I let her mount me and she shifts her bikini bottom to insert my erection inside of her. I wake up to feel my massive erection and it is uncomfortable. I decide it is best to handle myself and I shake of this dream like any other. I was just being weird. Dakota is my best friend and I wasnt going to ruin that or my marriage. I start to jack off and all I can think about is her riding me. I come quickly and then feel guilty about daydreaming and masturbating to my best friend. That must be gross. I am going to feel awkward the rest of the day.

I wash up quickly and meet up with Dakota on set. All the time wondering if I should tell her. I feel bad. But I convince myself that avoiding the topic might be easier.