You told me that you'll love me forever.
But she came into your life and stole you away from my side.
You told me not to hide secrets from you.
But everytime she's around, you have to tell a beautiful lie just to talk and see her.
Ang sabi mo walang bibitaw.
Pero sa tingin ko, ako na lang ang kumakapit at umaasa sa mga pangakong binitawan mo.
Maybe it's time to let go of you.
Kahit mahirap at masakit sa akin, basta makita lang kitang masaya sa piling niya.
Sa tingin mo ba masaya akong pinapakawalan na kita?
Eh buong buhay ko, wala akong ibang hinangad kundi ang makasama ka.
Pero nung panahong buo na ang loob ko't pinakawalan na kita....
Ikaw naman ang habol ng habol.
You said, you don't want me to go.
Pero ikaw din mismo ang gumagawa ng paraan para iwanan kita pansamantala.
Magpapakalayu- layo muna ako para mas makapag-isip ako kung ano na bang mangyayari sa atin. Ang tanga ko lang dahil iiwan kita ng wala tayong proper break-up. Iiwan kitang luhaan at iiwan kitang umaasa na maibabalik pa ang lahat. PERO KASI, YAN ANG GUSTO MO. Ayaw mong makipag-break sa akin pero payag kang umalis ako. Dahil yan ang gusto mo, SINUNOD KO.
Ngayong nakaalis na ako para tuparin ang mga pangarap ko, naalala ko ang pangako mo, "Hihintayin kita kahit gaano pa yan katagal. Basta sa akin ang balik mo, kaya kong magtiis. I love you so much Hon." Sinabi mo yan sa akin para malaman kong mahal na mahal mo ako.
5 years of loneliness...
5 years of pain...
5 years of crying for your name...
5 years of hoping and waiting that we can turn back time...
Tapos na ang limang taong palugit ko sa sarili ko. Tapos na ang panahong pinaasa kita nung araw na umalis ako. Tapos na ang 'cool-off' na sinasabi mo. Tapos na yun lahat! Pero may problema.
After 5 years, FINALLY, I'm really back. Now that I've returned, would this be the ending? Or it would just be the beginning of a new chapter in my life? Now it's time to choose between the two of you.
BUT, WHO AM I GONNA CHOOSE?
Is it YOU, who promised me something 5 years ago? Or HIM, who was there those times I was in pain?
Am I gonna choose my bestfriend, JUST MY BESTFRIEND, who was always there, showing his love for me, or should I say, my EX-BOYFRIEND turned to bestfriend?
Or YOU, who promised me forever 'til eternity? You who hurt me many times but still the one h
who owns my heart. You, who is the cousin of my ex-boyfriend. Now its time for me to decide.
BUT I CAN'T! Because I'm torn between two and I don't know who am I choosing.
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Hello po. Sa mga old readers ko, I changed the prologue kasi nakaisip po ako ng mas magandang plot sa Choosing him (former Torn Between Lovers) kaya wag po kayong malito. Sa mga new readers at soon-to-be readers, mas magandang masimulan nyo po with a new prologue. :)
-thatfragilegirl
