Philkas Drama

Get out

Rain, thunder, lightning, all mixed in the the dark skies. I was at school like normal on a Tuesday. I was in the class that I loved. History. And I shared it with Lukas. Our teacher had paired us up for three months at a time. Every three months we got a different partner.

Me and Lukas didn't get paired up this time. He was with some boy named Collin. I hated it. Collin was cute with his blonde Bieber boy hair and brown eyes. I was jealous. I mean I never get jealous, but the way I see him stare at Lukas, and the way he scoots closer to him just to touch him some way. Ugh it irks my nerves.

But I knew better, Lukas would never do anything to hurt me. I mean he loves me after all right? At least that's what he says. I don't know, I'm thinking about this too much. The three months were just about over and I couldn't be more happier. Lukas and I have been together for almost five months. Open for three.

The bell sounded for lunch. The halls crowded with hungry filled students headed to the lunch room. After I had my tray I looked for Lukas, he was Collin sitting at his table with his friends. I rolled my eyes and walked towards them. "Hey baby" I say looking down at Lukas "hey" he leans up pecking my lips. "Uh this is awkward. Can I sit?" I manage to laugh out. "Yea. Sure. But me and Collin were just leaving. We have to finish our project before next week."

Really, what the fuck, I think to myself. I ended up eating there by myself with my music watching the lightning strike.

Back to class is usually our free time. The teacher cut out the lights and put in a movie. Jurassic park. I love this movie, but It was hard to watch with the whispers coming from Lukas and Collin. I can't help but stare. Luckily the power goes out, complete darkness. "Alright class don't be dramatic" the teacher announced.

Two hours later the power is still out. We had to stay in the class we were in. Usually I would have been happy because Lukas is here, but we haven't spoken since lunch. I didn't even see Lukas in the room. When did he leave? "Can I use the bathroom?" I ask the teacher. She grants me permission and I leave.

Walking to the hallway it's dark but has those emergency lights lit up. Getting close the bathroom I see Lukas at his locker. I open my mouth to say something, but I see someone standing in front of him. It's Collin a-and th-they were kissing. A gasp leaves my dry lips, Lukas turns around and his smile falters "Philip?" He says with wide eyes. "Lukas?" I said in almost a whisper.

Tears start coming down my face when Lukas walks towards me. But I couldn't, I couldn't stand there. Even though it was pouring outside I ran. I ran all the way home without stopping. When I get there Helen's car is in the driveway. Gabe must still be at work. I unlocked the door running inside. "Philip?" She gave me a confused look. She couldn't tell I was crying from all the rain.

"Your supposed to be at school. What happened?" I couldn't answer, not because of what happened, but because I was out of breath from running all the way home. "Come on let's get you dried off and some warm clothes." I do as I'm told and lay down on the couch. "What happened?" She asks in a concerned tone, I open my mouth and begin from where it all started. History class and being paired up. When I get to the worst part I try and take a deep breath.

"I saw Lukas kissing Collin." I sobbed out. "He was cheating on me this whole time." Helen pulls me into her chest and starts to rub my back. "Philip. Honey, I'm so sorry." She says. Helen has gotten so much better at sympathy, she sounds so real it's actually nice to hear. She lets me cry on her shoulder, tears soaking her uniform.

She takes me to my room and tucks me in my bed. "Philip, I'm really sorry that happened." I give her a small shaky smile, she then gets up and closes the door behind her. Laying on my tear soaked pillow cases, I go through my phone deleting all the pictures with me and Lukas. There's so many. We looked so happy. But all of it was a lie, it's a lie.

I get so mad I throw my phone across the room. Going over to my wall filled with Polaroids, I rip down all of them of Lukas, me and Lukas, and his stupid motor cross shit I never liked. I'm screaming and crying all at the same time while doing this. I don't know when Gabe came Home, the next thing I knew he came in my room trying to stop my actions.

Being calmed down for the second time, I was in my room watching Netflix when I heard a familiar motor. I try to ignore hoping Gabe and Helen won't let him in. I'm surprised by a knock at my door and it creaking wide open. I don't even hesitate to look up, I already know who it is. "Philip-" I shuffle around my bed sitting up facing him. He's looking down at all the damage I had done, the ripped up photos, my broken phone, my room was just a mess.

"Philip-" he started again but I couldn't even look at him without wanting to punch him. So I just kept my head down. "Philip I am so sorry, that thing with Collin, it meant nothing, he means nothing to me. I don't want him, I want you and nobody else. Philip, please, I'm really sorry." He rambled.

"Yeah. Well it's a little to late for that." I whispered.

"Philip, I never meant to hurt you, I hate the way your feeling right now"

"Well you did! Over and over and over you have hurt me, and I just accepted it! Not anymore!" I yelled getting up from the bed.

"It's over Lukas. We're. Done. For good." I said sternly.

Lukas now starts to cry " Philip, please no. I need you."

"And I needed you! Lukas! But where were huh? You were out fucking Collin."

"We never had sex. You're the only one I've slept with."

I'm pretty sure Helen and Gabe could hear us downstairs, I'm pretty sure they were listening to. But I didn't care, they need to hear this.

"Is that supposed to make me feel better."

"Philip, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Please don't leave me."

Lukas was full on crying now. Eyes red and puffy, nose stuffy and runny. I've never seen him cry this hard before.

"No Lukas, you left me. I was never gonna leave you, but you gave me a reason too. I can't do this anymore, I'm done Lukas. We're done." At this point I'm crying.

"Philip-"

"Get out."

"Philip please."

"Get the fuck out of my house Lukas!" I yell. I've never yelled this much. My throat actually hurts.

Lukas just stands there like he didn't hear me. "Lukas get out!"

With that he leaves not another word. I hear his bike going off in the distance, never to be heard again. I crawled back in bed with my tear soaked shirt. Helen and Gabe come in without saying anything. They just sit on each side of me letting me cry in their arms like the baby I am. I'm thankful that they didn't try and talk to me.

They ended up sleeping in my room comforting me. Take out boxes on the night stand and Netflix still running. I'm lucky to have such loving parents.

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~L