Just Friends?

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Tyler's POV

(It's been like a few weeks since Tyler and Josh last talked)

I haven't seen Josh in a few weeks. I didn't bother to check his house or ask anyone where he is, I hate to say it but I like that Josh isn't constantly nagging me to do this or do that. Or telling me what's right and what's wrong, it's just simple.

"I should probably call him, or just check if he's okay" I said to Jenna after all we are dating.

"Does he want you to talk to him? Does he even still like you..as a friend or course cause you're with me now" Jenna replied, she sounded like I was gonna take him back.

"Oh well I didn't think of that." It went quite after I said that. I don't think she liked Josh that well. She was always asking me to do thing for her when I was with Josh. I mean she had her own legs and arms she wasn't hurt or anything.

"Well I-I'm uh gonna go check on J-Josh, bye Jenna"

"Bye"
she tried to kiss me after that but I acted like I didn't notice. She wasn't a good kisser. But Josh on the other hand, he was an amazing kisser I loved him but he started to keep his distance. He didn't seem like the Josh I loved.

I headed out went to my car and started the engine. After I started the engine I started to second guess myself. Did Josh even want to see me? Does he even want to talk to me? Doe-does he still like me?.

After almost missing Josh's house I snapped out of my thoughts took a deep breath and walk up to his door.
I knocked a few time but no answer, as I started to walk back to my car I heard someone call my name

"Tyler? What are you doing here?" It was Josh, I missed the sound of his voice. His voice was...perfect.

"Josh, hi-" I was cut off by Josh grabbing my hand and pulling me into the house.

"Tyler I want to show you something, I know we haven't talked in a while but I wrote something for you, come on" he said entering his basement

"So what did you want to show me?"

"Here"

He handed me a note book and when I opened it....it had the most beautiful words in it.

He wrote a song for me.

"Tyler can-can you um pl-play it for me please? You don't have to it just it would be reall-" I cutter him off and started to sing it.

Hello
We haven't talk in quite some time
I know
I haven't been the best
Of sons
Hello
I've been traveling in
The desert of my mind
And I
Haven't found a drop
Of life
I haven't found a drop
Of you
I haven't found a drop
I haven't found a drop
Of water

Wow this, this is absolutely beautiful. I don't have any words to describe this. He wrote a song for me. Does-does that mean he still likes me?

I try desperately to run through the sand as I hold the the water
In the palm of my hand cause
Cause it's all that I have and it all that I need
And the waves of the water mean nothing to me
But I try my best
And all that I can do to
Hold tightly onto
What's left in my hand
But no matter how
How tightly I will strain
The sand will slow me down
And the water will drain
I'm just being dramatic
In fact,
I'm only at it again
As an addict With A pen
Who's addicted to the wind
As it blows me back and forth
Mindless, spineless,and pretend
Of course I'll be here again
See you tomorrow
But it's the end of today
End of my ways
As a walking denial
My trial was filed as a crazy
Suicidal head cause
But you specialize in dying
You hear me screaming "Father"
And I'm laying here just crying
So wash me your water

Hello we haven't talked in quite some time
I know
I haven't been the best
Of sons
Hello
I've been traveling in
The desert of my mind
And I
I haven't found a drop
Of life
I haven't found a drop
Of you
I haven't found a drop
I haven't found a drop
Of water

"Josh you wrote this for me? Why?I don't deserve this Josh. I just left you all alone."

"Tyler it's okay I forgive you.
Okay please don't forget about me"

After that Josh left, he didn't say anything about where he was going or who he was gonna be with.

He just left

A/N heyyyyy soooo ummm I'm sorry for not updating I just been really stressed but don't worry I'll be updating more okay bye 💙💙💙 stay Alive Everybody |-/