Just Friends?

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Trigger warning ⚠️

Tyler's POV

"He left again. I thought it would've been different this time but it's not. I want my best friend to be here but I guess he's not."

"Tyler it's gonna okay" Jenna replied

"It's not, you don't know this but Josh and I once dated, I only wanted a friendship but I didn't know I was gonna fall in love with him."

"Wait....wh-what did you say? You're in love with him?"

"Umm...Yea okay, I only dated you cause I didn't know if I was straight or gay cause when I was with you, you made be happy. But when I'm with Josh,it's like the world doesn't exist when we're together. I love him"

"Wow so you were just using, just like every guy I've been with."

"Jenna calm down please"

" You know what you could take your lame ass boyfriend and get the fuck out of my life"

"Jenna,don't"

"Whatever just leave Tyler"

"Jenna,I-"

"Just go!!!!"

And just like that, it ended. I didn't expect me and Jenna to get married or anything.

She didn't really pay attention to me, she was always working and going out with her friends. I don't even know what she does with her friends. Did she cheat on me while we were together?

I really messed up things with Josh. I should go say sorry or something. Yeah I'll go say sorry and I'm sure he'll forgive me, unless...unless he's really mad at me then he probably won't forgive me.

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The next day

Tyler's POV

I woke as usual but I slept at my moms house since Jenna and I broke up and we didn't really agree to me sleeping in the couch.

I did the usual when I woke up, got off me bed, went to the bathroom, went downstairs,and ate cereal.

It was kinda like a routine, but I think everyone does that when they wake up.

I got up off my lazy ass and got dress to go see Josh. He doesn't know that I'm coming to his place but I'm sure it's fine; we'll go grab Taco Bell, we'll go see a movie (most likely Fight Club) then maybe head back to his house.

I started to head out the door but then I tripped over my shoelace and fell, like an idiot.

I layer there for a bit cause, why not, it was a beautiful day to just look at the sun

After laying there I finally got up jumped into my car and drove away. I almost forgot where Josh lived but it was close to Taco Bell.

When I got out of my car I got the chills like something bad is gonna happen or something bad did happen already and it's just waiting for me to find it.

I was at the Josh's door and I kinda hesitated, what if this was a bad idea, thankfully it wasn't.

When I knocked on the door there was no answer, so I knocked a couple more times and still no answer. I just decided to let myself in.

"Josh!" I said quietly, no answer
"Josh!! Are you awake?!!" I shouted, no answer,there was just pure silence.
I decided to head upstairs.

"Josh I'm-I'm coming upstairs so,to better not be having sex or something"
I tried joking about this but this wasn't funny. My heart was pounding out of my chest, I couldn't think straight (cause I'm gay.....sorry)

I got up on top of the staircase, looking to my left and right. I check to see if Josh was in his room, there was no one there. I checked the bathroom, and when I opened it, it was the most horrifying thing I've ever seen.

I saw Josh's lifeless body laying on the ground. He look like he had been crying, just before he... attempted to commit suicide.

There was a razor in his left hand, there was blood on it, it felt like I had just been stabbed a million times in the heart

After I stopped looking at the razor and Josh's body I quickly picked up Josh's body bridal style and carried him to my car.

There was no time to stop at stop signs or red lights, I just had to take him to the hospital.

When I reached the hospital I quickly grabbed him out of the car, carried him into the emergency room and shouted "Help my-my boyfriend tried to commit suicide" I didn't even think about what I just said. I just said it

After I called his family I sat in the waiting room for hours, doubting myself thinking "was I the reason Josh tried to kill himself ?" That's all I could think about.

Once I seen Josh's family, I burst into tears, my heart just been ripped out and stomped on.

His mom told me to go home but I didn't want to, I needed to see if Josh was o- who I'm I kidding, he's not okay, I should've been there for him.

"Tyler,go home we'll call you if something happens. Just please go get some rest" Josh's dad said

I obeyed his orders and went home, but I didn't get some rest I stayed sitting on the kitchen table just waiting. My mom came behind me and she hugged me, for the first time she actually hugged me. I just sat there crying in her arms, after a few hours of crying I eventually fell asleep.

I slept for about four maybe five hours until I got woken up from my phone ringing, it was Josh's mom

"Hello?"

"Tyler honey, Josh"

DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN

CLIFFHANGER IM SORRY BUT I JUST HAD TO 😂 I'm sorry 😂