I wake up to my phone going off. Freaking twitter again! Everyone was saying that I was lying about amara lying. I sit and watch it for a while. It slowly changes from "you're lying" to "you're useless, why did Logan even adopt you". I know they're just random people on the internet, but I really gets to me. I've never had this many people hate me at once. I walk out to the living room and see Logan struggling to use his phone with the bandages on. He's looking st it with disbelief. "What's wrong?" I ask.
"All these people hating on you, that's what. It's not ok!" He says.
"I'm used to it, just leave it alone." I lie.
"I'll do something." He insists. "I have to go take a shower, I'll only be a few minutes."
I wasn't taking this lightly. It really hurt that no one believed me. I couldn't do it anymore. I've lived my whole life with no one caring and this is the last straw. I got some paper and scribble some letters.
Dad,
I've really enjoyed my time with you. You were my first real parent, and now the last. I really appreciate all you've done for me and I really love you. Just know that this want your fault.
I write one for Zach and the other why don't we boys. One for Mark and George and one for Lydia. I leave them all on my bed and go out to the balcony. I let the wind hit my face and breathe deeply. I peer over the edge. I climb up onto the railing. I take in my last sight. I jump and hear Logan's scream. I reach for the railing but my hand slips away. I look up at Logan's teary face leaning over the edge until everything goes black.
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Oooooh cliff hanger, literally! Sorry for the short chapter, I'm really tired. Thanks so much for reading!
-jillian
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