"SURPRISE!" Everyone yells as I walk out of my room. There were 16 balloons everywhere and gold streamers. Logan had gathered up the boys, including Zach, who didn't seem too happy to be here. He had also found Ayla, Lydia, Madison, and sofie(dossi). Daniel pulled a party popper right in my face and all the streamers landed in my hair. "A little late Daniel" Logan says. We all laugh.
"Happy birthday!" Madison and sofie say together. I introduced them and now they're inseparable. I give them hugs and go talk to Ayla. I hadn't seen her in a really long time and needed to catch up. The party goes by super fast. We end up playing truth or dare(mature right). Corbyn licked the wall and Jonah had to do a headstand until his next turn. Sofie did the cinnamon challenge and Daniel had to let Madison put makeup on him. He enjoyed it more than he should've. "Alright Trinity, truth or dare?" Jack asks.
"Truth"
"Are you and Madison a thing?"
"I mean, if you want us to be a thing"
"I guess we're a thing now!" Madison says.
"Oh" he mutters and looks down at his lap.
I grab his arm and pull him to my room.
"What's wrong?"
"I- never mind, you would hate me for it"
"I won't hate you, just tell me!"
"I... i love you Trinity."
I pull him into a hug. I feel tears slip onto my back. I really wish he had told me sooner, though. We sit there for a while, jacks sobs growing longer and then short again.
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I got into my car to go to Madison's house. Halfway there I stop at a Starbucks cause I'm basic. I get to her house and let myself in. "Madison, I'm here!" I yell. I hear her footsteps pounding down the stairs. She sprints over to me and presses her lips on mine. I don't pull away, I kiss back. It's magical, more than when I first kissed Zach.
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"AHHHHHHHHH" Lydia screams. "SHE KISSED YOU"
"Yes, I've already told you several times."
"AHHHHHHHHH"
"Jesus Christ"
I hadn't told Logan about the kiss yet. I'm honestly afraid of what he'll say. He was super supportive of me coming out but I'm still so scared.
"Will you tell Logan for me?" Hopefully Lydia will be nice enough to help me.
"Sure. Are you sure you don't want to do it yourself?"
I nod. Now all I can do is wait.
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THERES MORE FUCKIN HURRICANES HOLY SHIT also I know you're thinking wtf why is this chapter so short BUT IT WAS A FILLER OK im having serious writers block and I have a crapload of stuff to do so I can't get chapters out very fast. im trying so hard but i think I have seasonal affective disorder so my life is just really fuckin hard right now. im afraid i will have to end the book because i simply dont have time for anything other than school. i may just put it on hold but if i do i cant guarantee i will pick it back up again. i feel really horrible about myself, but i know I have almost 3000 people supporting me. please dont kill me if I end the book but I think I have to. SIDE NOTE TRENCH COATS ARE AGAINST THE DRESS CODE AT MY SCHOOL WTF RIP ME (if you haven't watched heathers fuck off)
