Random Namjin : knj x ksj

Seis: Namjin

I'm so pissed right now I have a test tomorrow at 9 am and I'm done for.
Anyhoe....

Imma dedicate this chapter to my sweets, @taewhy because I promised this dumpling something last chapter and here it is!

Hope you buttercups enjoy! xx

Dumplings, buttercups, crap! Now I'm hungry! :/

Seokjin's POV:

It's been two weeks since we're playing this ignoring game. We all go for practice together but I make sure I'm not in the same car as Namjoon AND YOONGI.

He's just beyond annoying. All he's trying to do is make me feel like shit. Do I ever interfere between him and Hoseok? Anneyo, I don't!

But he just likes to make me feel guilty, make me feel like I'm doing something wrong.

That's just wrong.

And he can pretend to be the cat that closes its eyes while it drinks milk but we all know just how much he bangs the poor boy each night. Let's just say
Hoseok is a screamer. A pretty loud one at that.

Besides Namjoon and I are the ones who knew firsthand about them, we were the ones who set them up.

As I sit here at a secluded table at "Grills&Wok" waiting for-

"Seokii Hyung!" a hand snaps in front of my face.

"Huh?"

"You've got that face on." Danny frowns.

"What face?"

"That 'I'm thinking so hard my forehead will crease like crumpled paper' face." he say nonchalantly.

This boy. Sometimes I wonder if it's a good or a bad thing that he knows me so well.

"Are you okay?" he asks placing his hand on mine and giving it a squeeze.

I give him an assuring smile as I look into his eyes. Those familiar eyes that used to leak tears of pleasure when I pound into him relentlessly making him a moaning mess under me.

I've almost forgotten how it felt to be a dominant but as I sit here looking at Danny smiling softly at me intertwining our fingers and playing with mine as he hums a tune of his own looking so submissive I think- think I can remember how to be one.

But..... I just don't want to. I've never wanted to since I met Namjoon. It just felt so right to surrender to him in every way possible.

Fuck you, Kim Namjoon. You've ruined me for anyone else.

Daniel's POV: (I suppose it's the most awaited POV yes?)

I watch as Seokii hyung looks at me with conflicted eyes.

Like he's wondering if he should be with me at this moment or not.

One can't help but fall and be in love with Seokjin. He's too hard to get over.

Especially the side of him that I knew. Rough, controlling, demanding but at the same time oh so loving, caring and thoughtful.

I met him when I was a trainee. I was young then. We never dated then... You see, Kim Seokjin is a person with high morals.

If something is wrong his conscience wouldn't allow it. He wouldn't date me until I was 18 at least because that would be pedophilia. His words not mine.

But somehow I had convinced him to date me when I turned 17 being the perfect submissive. I knew he couldn't resist.

I know he loved me at one point and I him but it sucks that these points never collided.

Basically, when he told me he loved me I panicked and freaked out thinking 'what if he's confusing infatuation with love?' and broke it off with him.

By the time I realized I felt the very same, that son of a gun Namjoon hyung had captured his heart. Probably showed him what "true love" is and then all my attempts to get him back were down the drain.

For months I blamed him for the end of my relationship with the man I loved instead of my own insecurities but when I met Seokjin the last time, almost a year ago, to get closure which I did, I learnt something, thanks to him. It was that I could blame anyone I wanted for our end but it was destined.

If not then a few years later it would have ended and on a bad note. We're too similar maybe that's why he called it puppy love. Our likes and dislikes, our thought process, everything.

Yup that hurt to hear but as I matured I understood where he came from. We'd get bored off another.

I loved him, a lot, a part of me still does and always will not the way it used to but it will and I know being in touch with him now is only going to hurt me because I'll start expecting something since he's broken and needs a shoulder to cry on.

But guess what? I'm ready to get hurt a thousand times for Seokjin. I adore him and look up to​ him. He's got such strong character. He's someone I've got a lot to learn from. If nothing I'd want him as a hyung in my life.

Maybe it's the guilt in me for letting him go and breaking his heart that makes me want to do this but I wanna be there for him, I want to make Namjoon realise that he is a fucking fool for fucking it up.

Believe it or not if there's something I've learned from Seokii hyung is that one must have uptight morals. And mine says that I had my chance and I blew it. I can't put up a fight with Namjoon now when he's down because that'd be wrong. I had my shot and I screwed it. I can't pop up and mess around. That's cheating.

Besides even a blind man can see just how much he's in love with him.

God! I'm a sucker for this man.

"Seokii hyung...?"

"Hmm?"

"We're going to get your boyfriend back."

"Huh?"

"I know you love him and as much as I love you it'd be "morally" wrong on my part to take you away from him cause I had my shot and I blew it. Besides, even if I did, you're madly in love with him, it wouldn't last. I love you hyung and I care about you. You're miserable and it bothers me. Let me help you." I say determinedly making air quotes at the word morally.

He looks at me with those baby brown eyes before they water. "H-how?" he whispers.

"I'll tell you, starting now, you can weep into my neck." I say mockingly and puff out my chest like a five year old.

He lets out a watery chuckle and ruffles my hair before throwing his head on my shoulder as I scoot closer and let him sob.

"I love him Danny, I love him so so much. It hurts."

I press a soft kiss to his hair and wrap my arms around him for more effect knowing we're being watched at an inaudible distance.

I wish you'd come here and try to win him back, Kim Namjoon cause at this point he'd even give in instead of standing there in your typical shades, cap and mask probably planning my demise. Nope, definitely planning my demise.

But I guess everyone likes drama, huh! The things a boy does for love! I swear if we were in a book, I'd be the favorite character cause biatch the fan-girls would love me!

Annyeonghaseyo!

Sorry, all Dan and Jin shippers.

Updates may be slower cause my exams are approaching faster.

K. Just ignore meh!

And yes Danny baby, you're right, they'd love you, after all, unrequited love, who's heart have you not failed to melt?

Don't worry Danny's ship will set sail sooooonnn.

Until next time.

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