Random Namjin : knj x ksj

Siete: Namjin

Annyeonghaseyo! Okay first of all I'm so pissed. I wanted a haircut for my birthday.

I decided to get it a month prior so that it sets.

Now I told this stylist I wanted bangs and layers. She agreed and said cool first we'll give you the layers and then the bangs. (Please don't read with a dirty mind, lol I already did.)

Point being after I got my layers she tells me "your hair won't fall well for the bangs, if you want I'll give it to you but it won't fall and stay the way it's supposed to, it'll pop up."

I was like biatch couldn't you tell me first? And what? Aren't you supposed to be a senior stylist? I mean I would have chosen a different hairstyle! It's the same old crap for my 18th birthday now. I wanted it to be different ya know?

The least she could have done was told me beforehand right? I'm in such a pissy mood! Like can my life go any downer than that? I mean, even a haircut doesn't go my way!

Rant over.

Namjoon's POV:

Are you happy now?

With what you've done.

Are you happy now?

Now that you've got nowhere to run.

Are you happy with what you've become?

Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
~Thiea.

My thoughts wouldn't stop racing and I couldn't stop blaming myself.

I had seen my love, my life, cry, on that punk's shoulder. Nothing can break me anymore than I already am.

Every kiss, every touch, every memory of us keeps dancing in my vision, mockingly making sure that it let's me know what I've lost.

No. If this happened it happened because of me but everything happens for a reason. In a way it helped me break up with him which I had to anyway, so I could say I did to protect my baby and that's all that matters.

But that doesn't mean I'm okay with losing him to Daniel. If I can't have him no one can.

A knock on the door interrupts me.

"Have you decided yet?"

"I told you I'm not ready for this!" I growl.

"Right. How about you be ready when Daniel and he say I do !?" Yoongi's sarcastic voice rings in the record room and I throw the nearest thing I get, which would be my shoe since I'm sitting on the ground.

"Whoa Whoa! Easy tiger!" he says in mock defense as he easily dodges it.

"It's easy for you to say isn't it?" I huff and he chuckles sitting next to me.

"Look bro, I know this ain't easy for you. But you fucked up! For Christ's sake, you forced yourself on the man. But I'm not going to hit you again for doing that. I'm here to say that you should try to make amends before it's really late. Hoseok's plan is worth a shot. Just go for it." he tries.

"You think he'll even listen?" I say and he gives my that no bullshit look.

"You have to tell him the truth Namjoon~ah!"

"Fiinneee!" I stretch with an over exaggerated sigh and get up.

Let's get this done with.

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