Dearest Moon

01.

"Who among you likes to tease the others the most?"

The question was practically a no-brainer. The other 5 'moons', clad in their usual 2moons shirt which uniformly had been topped with denim jackets, courtesy of their stylist, had that typical smug look on their faces the moment the mc finished his question. They were currently filming a live video for the fans and was on the corner of 'Q&A'. The boys all but snickered and proudly pointed at Tee, who was trying to make himself look innocent from the accusations, and very much failing on it.

The day Tee began his twitter escapades was the day he was stamped with the title of being the 'teaser". Fans had been all around making hastags, tagging pictures, and mentioning videos of him being the usual rascal that he is.

Tee didn't deny it one bit. He actually took pleasure in seeing the fans gushing and laughing about how funny he is. He reads his mentions and sometimes also finds himself giggling at how sarcastic some fans were in replying to his tweets. It had already been a usual occurence. His day wouldn't be complete without a little teasing of how copter's height was quite lacking compared to godt, pairing it with some fanservice on the side.

GMMTV wasn't very particular about their instructions when they first said they'll be appearing on shows and events - as a couple, particulary as an onscreen couple. The staffs and managers were all busy preparing everything that they had just briefly called up the 6 boys for a quick meeting and told them to act like they 'like each other'. It was particulary vague and Tee can see by the faces of his other co-actors how clueless they were.

But Tee knew as he eyes 'his' P'Tae what 'act like you like each other' was. He knew what fans wanted and he was more than willing to provide.

As Tee found himself mesmerized in looking at his 'better half', Tae looked back at him with his piercing eyes and all Tee can do was give him a grin as he saw Tae's lips quirk up in a small smile. It was kind of comforting, Tee thought. 'His' P'Tae was attractive and his aura was just overly screaming of comfort that Tee can very much get into the role of liking a guy like him. Tee once again thanked the heavens for giving him someone like Tae.

And so, 'Khun Luang' was born. Tee wasted no time in giving the fanservice the managers had instructed. It was fun, seeing fans scream and blush as he calls P'Tae his husband. Sometimes, bordering with a mix of possessiveness as he calls out anyone who just as nearly gets into a meter within Tae's personal space. He'd lean his head on Tae's shoulder and glance up just to see Tae smiling as he looked down at him. Tee found Tae's eyes very enthralling. Those brown orbs could very much as well succumb you into a deep black hole with no chance of getting back up. They would also sometimes converse about nonsense, deliberately staring at each other, just so fans could have a material to rave over.

At least at first it had defintely been like that. Fabricated fanservice of some sort.

Until one day, Tee just found himself getting lost in P'Tae's overall personlity as they talk about random things that happened to them, laughing as Tee listened to a story of how Tae almost failed a subject for getting drunk on his teacher's wedding, ruining the event in the process. His P'Tae can be hilarious when he wanted to, despite the serious demeanor he was always executing in front of others. Tee didn't mind. Because at times like these, Tee prides himself for being able to pull out the fun side of his P'.

Those moments were the times it was not done 'deliberately' for any audience. It was 'their' supposed-to-be alone time. The peering eyes of the fans are just a plus, and tee wasn't really bothered.

So really, Tee had been more than scared when he realized how the little possessiveness for his P'Tae was already becoming a normal reflex for him. Whenever someone would near his P', Tee found himself very much distracted and so he just.....glares. He would sulk all day and lash out on anyone trying to make small talks with him when he sees Tae having what seemed to be an enjoyble and 'intimate' conversation with Bas or others for that matter. When Tae had been all over their nong Bas that one time Bas had come to set with a slight fever, Tee can't help but feel his heart twitch for a bit. He didn't itend to but Tee still felt that familiar remorseful tug in his stomach everytime Tae took care of others. Tee knew it's selfish of him to feel like that but he just can't get it to stop.  It gets hard to breath just when their eyes meet, and so much harder when Tae's smile would be directed to someone other than Tee. Tee could feel his eyes linger more to Tae, smiling to himself as he admires the man in front of him, staring longer than he should until the director calls him for his scene.

Tee knew he's feeling something. But he's dreadful to put a word on it. It was scary and frightening just thinking what it possibly can be. He felt himself tremble with fear just before going to sleep when he sees Tae's smile at the back of his mind and how he wished it would be embedded in his dreams too.  The tears later came on as he felt his emotions getting involved too deeper than he expected. He thought it was just admiration. Tae had been the typical guy you'd pick in a hundreds if you were ever given a chance to choose an ideal type. Tee thought he wanted to be like him. A gorgeous gentlemen who can make any girl fall. Except now, Tee wanted nothing more than to be his 'muse'.

But he knew it's entirely impossible for Tae to like him back and so Tee just swallows it all and tries to move on - waking up and going to set, directing a teasing smile to his co-actors, poking fun at copter and laughing with Tae whenever someone acts a funny NG, as if he hadn't just shed tears of heartbreak the night before.

♡ had the urge to write something at 3 in the morning. I hate myself. I'm getting myslf in trouble for writing this and publishing it when i'm already so busy with my life but whatever. I just had to get the frustraion out. This is unbetaed so sorry for the mistakes.