Dearest Moon

05.

2 days had passed since the first time he had kissed Tae- the day when everything pretty much went downhill. P'Jane had told Tee that he wasn't needed in the filming site for the coming days since all of the scenes they were going to film were going to focus more on Pha-Yo and Ming-Kit. Tee almost jumped in joy.

He still wasn't ready to face Tae yet. Not now.

And so for 2 days, all he did was mope around in his room, eating past the right time to have lunch and dinner, and go mum on his social media- which the fans found very unusual of him since he considerably lived in twitter and instagram with his everyday posts.

Tee just wasn't in the mood to go online and see those agonizing couple photos of him and Tae the fans had tagged his username with. It had been days but he still wasn't past the heartbreak he had succumbed to. It may sound naive when all along Tee knew he didn't stand a chance for forever with Tae, but, still, it hurt seeing it being shoved down his unprepared thoughts.

When he escaped the moment P'Neung had said they were okay to leave, Tee wasn't in his right mind to bother about anything else. He had even left his spare bag inside the room. All he thought at that time was that he needed out. He needed to breathe, anywhere not within a meter of Tae because the tense in the air had been enough to make feel him choked up. Tee practically ran out of the house with his head down, not bothering to turn back when he heard some of the staff calling his name, and drove his car away with trembling hands and tear stained face.

Tee had gone fine the last 2 days through painstakingly pretending that the exchange on that day didn't even happen.

But not this day, Tee knew he had to come to set again and most probably going to meet Tae there in the process. He faced the mirror and instructed himself to not look like he had been breaking. Because he wasn't. He's not.

Tee alighted his car and walked to the direction of where he can see the camera equipments were being stashed to their right places. He can see the features of the four boys coming in sight as he ambled closer. Tee almost let out a sigh of relief when he didn't saw Tae within the bunch.

The boys were laughing at something when Tee came. He had heard bits of a  story about an NG godt had done the past day and suddenly Tee felt comfortable and not out of place. This was his space.

Kimmon had greeted him the moment he saw Tee, making the other boys look back at his direction and ramble unintelligible greetings all at the same time, causing Tee to laugh a bit.

Why is P'Tae still not here?

Tee had been inching to ask, barely restraining himself to inquire the other boys who had been there too early in the morning as he sat himself beside Copter.

Copter had been looking at him funny.

The boys had been interactive the moment he sat down, telling stories about godt and bas' consecutive NGs when they were filming the scene where Pha introduced Yo as his boyfriend to his classmates. Both of the actor's faces had been beet red with embarrassment and they were stuttering their lines. Kim had been the one persistent in teasing the couple. He won't stop babbling how tensed the two had felt just filming a scene like it when he and copter had been sucking faces just weeks ago and it had gone okay.

Tee was glad the other boys had been absent when they filmed the bed scene....or else it would have been bad.

Tee knew the way he and Tae had kissed at that time were past the limit of ordinary.

"Why is P'Tae still not here, though?" Bas had thankfully voiced out his thoughts. Tee pretended he wasn't thirsty for the answer.

"He called me to say he'll be late. He sounded like he had a pretty rough night" Godt said. Tee wasn't going to bother that Tae had called Godt instead of him. Not really.