Love Was Made To Break (Andy Biersack Wmbm)

Chapter Ten

Bryce's Pov
We finally had cracked down on the last week of the tour it was pretty crazy to see how fast all the days and months passed. Before I was even gonna know, your would be over and everyone would have a Greenpeace and quiet with their lives. That is till the next tour, and it adventures.

The wedding of Andy and Juliet wasn't too far away along the way, and perhaps even if I was hurt that Andy was in love with Juliet there was nothing I can do about who he loved, I needed to man up and be there for him.

All I can be is the best friend I always have been, so Andy could be happy even if I wasn't gonna be happy with his choice. It wasn't my choice it was his own, he knew what was good for him in the long run.

I was gonna be leaving first before everyone else, I needed it with my annoyance of flights and how long they take. I was flying out at first thing at five am the next day to LA back home, for that needed rest. So we all thought it would be a brilliant idea to spend the night at the bar to catch up on all this crazy things on the tour, get shit face drunk was what we all were pros at. Especially since some of us were light weights. Me yes I was one of those light weights.

I cracked a smile looking down at the bar counter top drinking the rest of my drink, drowning it back as quickly as my body would allow me to, watching Jinxx and CC argue over some very childish topic, usually if you just let them bicker it out, one of them would give up and change the topic. Well not to them anyway. They thought the topic was beyond serious.

I had my sleeves up showing my arms and of course my tattoos, cause there was no real reason to hide them anymore they are a part of me now. Should have embraced that a long time ago.

I saw Ashley made his way over to me sliding in the stool beside me with a quiet like grunt leaving him so soon. I leaned up off my arms, moving away the empty glasses from around us flashing Ashley a small kind smile. "Hey." I breathed out
Ashley smile chuckling a small bit. "Hey Bryce." Ashley he greeted, messing with his hair some more.

"I wanted to tell you." Ashley muttered nodding towards my arms a soft smile staying stretched across his face. "You're very brave." He whispered, dropping his voice down low for me to still be able to hear flicking his eyes up to me. "And that nobody should ever tell you different. You're strong enough to go through a lot including heartbreak." Ashley muttered to me looking in my eyes.

I flashed yet another a sad smile his way, grateful for those words of his. "You think so Ashley?" I asked him over the low base of the music filling the entire bar up. Ashley nodding licking his lower lip, "You love him don't you?" Ashley asked me curious I stared at Ashley.

"Who?" I whispered back not holding back my confusion, Ashley just smiled shooting me a knowing like look.

"Andy?" He asked me dropping his time back again softly. I inhaled a sharp breath looking at Ashley behind my glasses for a moment, blinking for what felt like forever.

"Yeah." I breathed out finally not wanting to hide that, I already had hid one too many things. "I love Andy but I'm willing to get hurt if he is happy. When we were teens it was always Andy's dream to meet the girl of his dreams get married." I called shaking my head, breathing out a soft chuckle at the cute thought. It's what everyone wanted with the person they loved.

"Even if it meant leaving me behind." I whispered. "Everyone wants to be happy Bryce and I think it's about time you need your happiness back. Me and Jinxx are the only ones who can see behind your eyes. We know you are hurting over the wedding and I'm telling you, you don't have to be." Ashley told me deeply.

I looked at him with the softest expression hearing him keep continuing. "I'll tell you something that I have never really told anybody." Ashley released a small chuckle.
"God this is embarrassing but I think you should know." He kept on going, while I have him my full attention.

"The first time I met you that was when we had all the heavy makeup and all." I laughed softly at that, who could ever forget that image, so iconic, Ashley laughed with me,"Hey don't laugh at me." He jokes he kept smiling.

"The first time I met you when Andy put you on our managing team right away I sort of liked you." Ashley told me I looked at him stunned.

"You liked me..?" I stammered startled Ashley nodded a few times at.

"At first I waved it off as me being super silly and well stupid." Ashley laughed, pressing his fingers over his chin for a moment, "But it grew I noticed how funny you were cute and how you made everyone laugh I realized I like you."

"But I noticed how close you were with Andy the look into both your eyes I saw love, a love I couldn't fill." Ashley called.

I immediately felt guilt my eyes soften, "Even though Andy is having a trouble time with showing it, he also loves you and I'm not talking about a friend love or brotherly love either its love, its love for you nobody can replace and I mean it."

I wiped my cheek and Ashley looked at me worried. "Why are you crying Bryce?" Ashley asked me deeply and I looked down for a moment, my palms still coming in contact with my cheeks each times.

"Because I'm so selfish." I whimpered, "I don't realize what I do hurts people not just me but all around." Ashley pulled me into him, "Hey." He whispered, "Its okay alright don't ever feel guilty about anything. I'm actually super happy to be this close to you even if it means I'm not in your heart." Ashley whispered I hugged him again taking a deep breath in.