One: My depression is like a nightmare I never see it coming and on really bad days more like a double nightmare, and I want to wake up so horribly bad but thats when I realized I am awake.
Two: It is like sufficating like having perfect lungs and fresh air and still sufficating the air is forced away from me by my spiraling thoughts they take and take and take until the air is gone my tears are no more until the blade no longer enough until there is nothing more to take.
Three: it is like saying goodbye to a dear friend, everything in me shatters.. it is like being so close to redemption then yet being so far and eventually I lose hope and redemption seems like a foreign dream I begin thinking of better things - not for you for me.
Four: it is like finally admitting I can't do it like I'll never be free, like I've lost everything.
Five: It is like saying I'm done and for me it never is its continuous until one day I will really have had enough, but for some it really is done they have been beaten so bad they can't see it getting better and they go away they take there life- it is like having hope snatched away over and over until you give up.
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Long Nights And Deep Thoughts
Historia CortaA book of poetry, some can relate, some will grasp the idea, others will see words as only words.
