I'm done. Everyone says that they're here for me but when anyone is around they switch sides. No matter if it's my parents, aunts, uncles, or friend (guess I don't really have friends except on here). Dad makes me tell my side and then yells at me for it. Mom asked me to take a plate to the kitchen for her and dad said "No I don't want her touching it". Sad thing is that my dads the nice one. Dads always saying how he does everything himself. I asked how to help 5 minutes ago and he just complains. "Too bad no one in this house ever wants to help" I JUST TRIED AND ALSO IF MOM WOULD GET UP FOR ATLEAST AN HOUR. I'm tired of it. I've been thinking about running away for a long time. Sorry if I don't reply to you guys anymore I'm just done doing stuff. I'm gonna stop talking to people that only say sorry and don't try to help. I only have some people that will. I love them. I don't say I love a lot of things. I hate leaving my dog here to be abused by my brother more. I hate to leave my sister here to have to deal with it alone but soon I might. I've to a point where I can't handle anymore. I would rather go back to a place where I was raped by my friend then stay here on the weekends. I'm always being two-faced. I hide it too often. I try to help people. Helping people that have it bad like I do makes me happy. It makes me feel like someone needs me or wants me around. I saved people. I'm sorry to the people I couldn't help. I love you and miss you. That's another reason I can't run away. And if I left I wouldn't have the people that I can trust. I get yelled at for always being in my room but I try to stop the fights before they start. I might leave soon even though I know I'm gonna get back here by someone taking me back home and that it will only be worse then but maybe that break will give me time to almost enjoy life. I'm unwanted and unneeded by almost everyone. No one at school or home would miss me it would only be you guys. Thanks for having my back. Can someone text me please? I need someone to talk to and people I text seem to be the only people I can trust.
