My brother is threatening my whole family again. Since dad just had surgery he can't do anything, moms to weak, and I'm the only one that can stop him. He's beating up Xaria again. Everytime I go to stop him or atleast try to help my parents I get yelled at. I'm scared at home. I'm scared to leave. I've tried but it didn't work. I wish people saw what I see. Or that someone would help me. Just believe me. Or don't tell me it's cuz his autism. Yeah some of it's his autism but he's 11 years old and has medication for it. I'm not saying that fixed it but you know what I mean. He can't just be told that his whole life. He's already gotten away to much. I'm scared for my life most of the time. I told teachers at school and they take my brothers side. My uncles all tell me they know why I freak out as much as I do and they tell me to ask if I can come over when this stuff happens but they're always busy. Only one uncle saw my brother actually do what he does and I never see him anymore. That uncle knows better than anyone else. He saw my brother try to kill me with a hammer. He stopped my brother. He fixed my door for me after my brother broke it down that day. He doesn't know I'm still scared though. I need you guys. No one cares but you guys. Please don't ever leave me. I love you all. That's why I'll protect you all. I'll always be here for you guys. Thanks.
