My life is purposeless. I don't have anyone to live for anymore. Everyone I tried to prove myself to is gone. My fake brother sees right through me now. We never talk to each other anymore. I tried and the bus driver yelled at me. I had a bad and a lot of the time he makes it better. I miss seeing him. I miss him worrying about me and being over protective. Yeah it got on my nerves but now I would do anything to get it back. I always wanted to look into his brothers eyes instead of his, now I just want him to look me in the eye and say no and that it's ok. I hate everyone I live with. My real brother isn't a brother. He is. He's always there for me no matter what. I know he cares. He waved at me and I smiled. Something as small as a wave made me stop crying. He just had his way of doing things that always makes me smile. Always has and always will. He'd fight anyone for me and I'll fight anyone for him. They say you can't choose your family. I can, I did. He's my family and no ones ever gonna mess with him. He saw me crying after I went back to me seat and I knew how he felt. We never see each other anymore though and it kills me. Life's purposeless now that he's not around. He never talks to me about anything so I can't fight for him. Theres no point to anything without him. I dunno. Love you LL.
Ps LL is his nickname
