I just overheard some really bad stuff and it made it so much worse... I wanna die now. One of my best friends... DAMN IT! FUCK! I was scared of this, now it's real. My nightmare is a reality again. Someone help. Someone save me. I can't trust myself anymore

AHHH!
I just overheard some really bad stuff and it made it so much worse... I wanna die now. One of my best friends... DAMN IT! FUCK! I was scared of this, now it's real. My nightmare is a reality again. Someone help. Someone save me. I can't trust myself anymore