i feel caved in. trapped in the ice capsules. my legs blue. yet torn at my flesh by the flames biting at my stomach. pins and needles prick and peel at the sight of my lips echoing "don't." my neck feels stiff as i try to look back at you. hoping and wishing you were still right behind me.
you weren't. i knew you weren't but a girl can dream. forever and always.
angels of white and demons of red climb to my ears saying the same thing
"you love them."
and its true. i do. i did.
i will
i won't
not anymore
