i ended up tearing my life apart at the edges piece by piece. ripping every fraction of my future because you were my past. i couldn't live in the present.
instead i live in the present that you gave me. the gift that you wrapped up in my veins. a card sewn sweetly that reads
from : my wants
to : my love
written with the same hand you casually play video games with.
blissfully.
carelessly.
touched with the same hand you casually use to tie your shoes with
blissfully
carelessly
the same hand you use to eat with
fill yourself up with
how does it feel to be full?
emptiness can only be an emotion for so long.
an emotion only holds its name for so long
until it eats itself.
consuming itself
i am that emptiness
-that day i saw you again
