September 13, 9:28 pm
i love you. i don't know when i can say it again. i don't know when you'll hear me. or believe me. but i love you. you were a violet lily. a vibrant flower. a gift that was never given something so amazing. i don't know when we part, but i know in my heart, that we'll meet again. i wish you nothing but happiness. a peaceful sleep. thats all you ever wanted. thats all you deserve. you had a deck full of jokes, yet you remained queen. a blooming flower in a surrounding of weeds. i knew i was one of them. i didn't want to be.
9:37pm
and you're right:
-no one is guaranteed tomorrow. not even me
