Diary Of A Lost Cause

House of hearts

Dear diary,

It's been a while hasn't it, well on that note let me fill you in on the recent mishaps.

The lovely lady of my life is still making me smile the same as when I first met her, I still love her the same,my main concern is with her....I mean I'm scared that she will choose someone better than me. Rightly she should, I mean..who wants luggage ya know? It would hurt, but if she did choose to move on without me I would understand fully...

But pretty soon to throw that on the flip side, I'll be moving in with her. I know, shock horror,but other than that highly contradicting statement I'd like to think everything is going well . I've been visiting my mum  she is getting better, she has a master plan to leave her pathetic boyfriend and I'm happy for her,but I'm scared for her health. Because I'll be far away and there's a chance she won't get to see Kiddo very often I'm afraid it'll hurt her even more ......

As the youngest turd in my family, I'm one of the first to be flushed out :,D

Anyway diary thanks for letting me just spurt out my life for a second, see ya later.