Diary Of A Lost Cause

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dear diary, 

as I've said in my other pages if any of these topics do arise in my day-to day conversations i will kill someone :) 

so, today marks the day my baby-girl goes back to college,  i have a plan to clean up the room and set up some clothes for her so that we can go jogging after all she is very sensitive about her weight (which isn't a problem to me) . she is very self conscious about her appearance and how she comes across to people. that's where we clash. apart from my stupid spurs of personality changes i could care less what others think of me, although i have no problem protecting my own image from bad mouths and other vermin. 

me and my beautiful girlfriend were playing on call of duty together and it was the funnest gaming experience I've had in a long time.. i didn't really play a'lot of games to be honest, but i feel like me being a hermit with my girlfriend is another step to getting over my fear of losing her.

if that makes any sense, anyway here's another thing. i like cleaning.... for some reason when i was at home cleaning was a terrible job that i absolutely hate, but for some reason i really like cleaning for people. stupid to say but i don't really care what the mess is as long as its cleanable and wont kill me TBH.

so yeah that's pretty much it diary, i'm gonna get back to cleaning now, my baby-girl comes home soon