Diary Of A Lost Cause

Prescribe me something real

dear diary, 

im going to the doctors today as a result of feeling like absolute shit for the past week and a half, people have said i may feel depressed but some also say i might have that thing where you struggle to wake up and motivate your body... whats it called ............FATIGUE that yeah fatigue...

but anyway i already have that shit... so basically need to get the fuck over mysef with meds, im sick of being fake happy so lets make myself happy whilst being sick as my body rejects any form of medication and i hate myself for it.

so yeah thats pretty much all i wanted to say today... oh also my dads being a dick toward my mum and saying that she cant see my little sister for christmas like come on its christmas and shes her mother she has a right to see her daughter at christmas... 

so yeah end of that shit.. im depressed as hell and i feel like my GF is feeling it as well as i am, so im going to make us both better by fucking myself up a little to make me seem happy :P