Wanting This Bad Boy

Chapter 17

Winter's POV

   When I woke up everybody was staring at me. I also felt pain all over my face. What the fuck is going on. Then when I remembered what Chris did to me I bursted out into tears. I noticed Leo and I almost just wanted to bash his fucking face in.

    "Winter calm down." Tasha told me patting my back. So I guess by this point I was hyperventilating. I just couldn't hold it in any longer. I just released what I was feeling. I felt pain in my chest. Asthma pump. Oh shit I didn't bring it. "Asthma pump." I managed to say through my gasp for air. 

   "Oh shit Leo run upstairs look in the bathroom cabinet and get the blue and grey asthma pump." Leo hopped and grabbed my asthma pump. Tasha told me to calm down. Finally Leo came back it felt like a fucking eternity

      When I finally took my asthma pump. I was finally able to calm down I started to talk in a panic and hurry.

"Chris is gonna come after me and you guys. We have to hurry he's crazy." I started to shake like a wet dog. My phone started to ring. We all looked at it in prayer.

   I looked at the caller ID and it said home. Tasha answered it. "Hello?" she sounded nervous but she managed to hide it. The person on the other sounded reassured. "Hey Tylerbear! Yes he right here." She passed my phone to Leo. "Hello?" I could hear Tyler squealing on the other end. "Hey Tyler what's up?" Leo cracked a smiled but it suddenly disappeared.

    Leo started to grip my phone mighty hard. "Tyler what did he look like?" Leo was shaking. "Tyler may you please give the phone to your mom?" Leo asked Tyler calmly. "Mrs. Greyhound listen you and Tyler and your husband need to get out of that house now! Leave go to Italy on a vacation or business occasion but you must leave at this very moment." I knew my mother was panicing. "Yes we have Winter. Winter will explain later she is fine. We are all at Natasha house."

   Leo looked at me and passed me the phone. "Hello?" I almost cried but I kinda did. I smiled "Hey Tyler." I had tears streaming down my cheeks. "I miss you too. Yea Im fine. No Im not crying. I love you too." My mother's phone died. I wiped my tears. And put my hands in my head. I just closed my eyes and just cried.

      I just wanted my family. I looked up at Leo. He was looking at me. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I push pain and venom in my voice. He flinched at my tone cause Im usually not a mean person unless necessary. "Winter we're going to get you some medicine." That's Tasha's way of sayin 'Solve the problem Winter'. I nodded as she left the house.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I was being a dick but can you blame me? NO!   "Winter I know this is my faul-" I cut him off "No! Before you came into my life it's been fine. But now not only is my life hell but I got the shit beat out of me. Because of YOU my fucking life is in danger and EVERYBODY I CARE ABOUT! TASHA, JAMES, MOM, DAD, AND TYLER! EVERY FUCKING BODY!" I was so fed up with this bullshit.

"Winter I know this is my fault. I never meant to hurt you or get you hurt." He had a calm voice. "HAHAHA you'll never know how many times I've heard that one! You are a piece of dog shit. I never wanted a life like this. I can't help that Im pretty. Not only that but your bitch June yea that's one jealous bitch. I DON'T NEED YOU OR YOUR FUCKING APOLOGY." I was about to kill him.

"Not only that but you hurt me. YOU. I just dont understand. I hate you. First you kiss me, then you tell me you like me, but now you hate me then get me hurt? Every since you found out I actually love you, you tell me you hate me? Well Im done trying to love someone who doesn't love me. I've been disappointed so many times not giving a damn is a reflex. Leave just leave like everybody else.!"

I was so done and fed up. I stood there punching him and pushing him with tears in my eyes.

"Winter you think I don't care?I do I only told you I hated you to get you out of my mind. I know I don't deserve a girl as wonderful as you, but I can't get over you. Every time I see you with him I lose it. I just wish you could be mine. I know you love me so much it hurts you. Me seeing you hurt, hurts me."

Leo spoke as I stopped hammering his chest. He pulled me into a hug and he kissed me.He put so much passion and tenderness into it I cried during the kiss and cried in his chest as we pulled away. He hugged me trying to comfort me. For a second at this exact moment I wouldn't want it to stop.

                      Flashback

A few months after Leo and Winter was together. "Leo why would you for that you can't read someone's diary." I was turning purple. I had personal things in there. "Do you love me?" Leo spoke clearly. "What?" I looked stupid. "Do you love me?" He asked furious.

"Uh?" I was scared he was looking like he would jump at my throat if I said a wrong answer. I sighed in defeat. "Yes I do." He eyed me hard. "Winter I DON'T love you ok? I hate you to be honest." That killed me. I just didn't speak as he pushed past me.