BORROWED TIME || J.JK

••×e n t r y 22ו•

••×e n t r y 22ו•

[Dear Jungkook,
Just like you, I wanted to run where my heart is taking me to; but how can I run towards you when you're flying away from me?]

AUTHOR's POV.

It was another normal day just like the old ones. It was another Teusday who seemed like a boring one for you. Everything was as drowsy, as the rays of heat that surrounds the sun. It felt irritating.

You don't have any work to do today since their manager gave the five boys a break after their good work for their first ever mini album to be released. And as for you, you have to bare with the lifeless life you have inside your pad this early in the morning.

Sighing for the nth time in the morning, you stood up and made your way to your wardrobe grabbing a pair of white tee and ripped jeans then jumping on your black sneakers before walking out of your pad, locking it securely before you leave. . . probably not knowing where to go.

Fixing your black hat, you sat at a swing at the nearby park along the rode. The park wasn't any kind of park. It's very rare for people to come and visit the said park since it isn't as lively, as others. Though, some secretly dating couples often hang out at the park.

Just like the two secretly dating couples your eyes accidentally glanced at. Specifically, Jungkook and Eun Ji sitting not too far from your sight.

Great. Now you have to watch your supposedly Romeo having a nice time with his perfect Juliet.

You watched them be sweet and loving with each other. Eyes were wondering how Jungkook holds her hand tightly and how Eun Ji gives his cheeks small pecks.

A lump inside your throut was forming. Your heart was sinking deeper every minute your eyes witness more of them. Your heart couldn't take all no matter how you try to be okay and numb. It hurts seeing someone you love, loving another one who isn't you. Surely, you're falling for him, but he can't catch you because he already fell for someone as well. And you cannot do anything, but to take all the pain.

You know that you can't have him

He can't be yours.

But you still want him.

"Why do you watch them, when you only hurt?" You snapped back, hearing a familiar voice behind you.

You saw Namjoon sitting beside you with that curious face he had. Your heart only stung more. Saying its painful is an understatement.

"You. . . you knew who I am don't you?" You asked him, your eyes never left the two silhouette you see.

"Mm..." He hummed, however; asking again. "So why are you hurting yourself by staring at them?"

"I only watch them from behind, because now is not the time." You told him, as your eyes met with his confused set.

"Time? Time for what?" He asked back.

"Time for me to leave and finally let go... Now is just. . . I can't now. Maybe a little more time." You squeaked, choking the tears that were trying to sprung out.

"You lied to him about your existence Y/N... Did you know that he was searching for you?" Namjoon continued asking you.

However, your eyes went sore just seeing how Jungkook kissed Eun Ji's lips and hugging her like he never wanted to ever let go. It was killing you of how much you wanted to be on her spot, but you aren't lucky enough to be there.