BORROWED TIME || J.JK

••×e n t r y 30ו•

••×e n t r y 30ו•

[Dear Jungkook,
You're too cruel. After making me happy, you left my heart shattered just like that.]

"I love you, but I love her more."

Those words repeated inside your mind again in again like a broken recorder. Trying to push further inside your now blank and ruined self. Tears uncontrollably flowing down your cheeks, streaming like a river without you even trying to sob.

At the end, he still choose her. But you knew this will happen. Yet, why was it so painful. You did expected this to happen after you both 'fuck', but now why? Why were you crying in shock? Did you somehow hoped for him to feel more than what you feel?

You wanted to be happy, knowing that he loves you. But you couldn't even form a force smile. You forgot life wasn't a fairytale. As long as you live you can't be happy forever. You can't stay happy. A certain moment will always come and wake you from your deep happy slumber. As long as you live you will feel either happiness, sadness, disappointments, fear, achievements, lost, loved, hurt. Everyday, every moment, every second, the mood can change. You'll never settle a life just full with happiness. You have to remember that the peek of happiness was once sadness. The ocean you see was once a dessert. As long as you live, challenges will be anywhere. The more you feel that you're at the highest point, the more you should be scared for a deep downfall.

And now you're there. Broken. Shattered. Ruined. Curled like a ball at the corner of your bedsheets. Your empty bedsheets that smelled so much like him. You felt empty and naive. You let yourself be devoured and be enchanted by him. Now you're a crying mess, alone inside your room. Body pained from all what happened last night, heart was tired and soul was lost. Everything from outside and the inside hurts.

He left you and went to her to say sorry.

××

"Hyung! I fucked up big time!" Jungkook let out an exasperated growl. His eyes wavering in fear and an immense pain forming inside his chest.

"Jungkook... Tell me! What did you do this time!?" Taehyung yelled at the maknae. He's annoyed by how complicated his friend's life is.

"I... I had an affair behind Eun Ji's back. . . I did it with Y/N." He cried out frustrated. Hoping his hyungs could help him.

Taehyung was shock. His eyes almost popping out his eye sockets. He went silent. Not knowing what to say or how to comfort Jungkook at the mere moment. He didn't know what to say nor what to do.

A loud crash was heard.

Jungkook and Taehyung's attention is both averting to the door where Jimin stood. Frightened and shocked. A shattered coffee mug was laying before his feet. Disappointment was evident in his eyes, as he stared at the helpless boy before his eyes.

"Jung...kook?" Jimin's eyes were cold, as his name slipped out his mouth sternly. "What have you done?!"

"I...I...hyung i--" he was lost of words and not after a short seconds he was cut off by a strong impact of fists coming right after another, all aiming at his face.

Jimin felt rage that he didn't think of a second punching Jungkook for being too stubborn and stupid. Taehyung had to stop him before he could ruin Jungkook's face.

Jungkook didn't care though. It was as if. . . he deserved it and and those punches weren't even enough for him. He wasn't feeling any physical pain as of the moment. What he felt inside his chest was more than that.