The Princess Fangirl: Re-crowned

Tiny Little Life Update

I found another Youtuber to watch. He's called CrankThatFrank. It's a little strange that I like his content since it's a lot of stuff to do with emo. I've never been emo and probably never will be. But it's funny stuff anyway. His longest series is Try Not To Cringe Emo Musically challenge. Just...why the soap eating? Why the hoverboards? Why? Musically is something I will most certainly never get into.

I'm listening to TOP's self-titled album. Holy heck it's good. Super sad, but super good. GOsh darn it, all their stuff is super good.

I was talking about them in the car today. And my mom said "You know way too much about these people." By that she meant the people involved in my fandoms. So I said,

"Trust me, there are people who're way worse." And then I mentioned the people who crashed that wedding and leaked they're addresses (still talking about TOP). And my mom started talking about how now with the Internet it's almost normal to stalk people. And she said I have a tendency to do that.

I didn't argue. She's kinda right. But it made me realize how...stalkerish fangirls are. And it's usually harmless, but then there are fans who take it way too far. It's just weird when you realize you're kind of a stalker. I've never actually met or talked to anyone from VT but I know all sorts of crap about them. I obsess over them and constantly watch them (literally, with the videos). It's just weird. When I was little I thought I'd be popular and perfect as a teen. I thought I'd be a socialite and stuff. I wanted to have finished a novel by now. But that didn't happen. Instead I'm antisocial even when it comes to my own family. I have, like, two or three kind of friends in real life. I'm having trouble with schoolwork and I still haven't finished any of the stories I've started. 

Whoa. I have no clue where that came from. I think it's the album. Oh dear. I'm young, I have plenty of time to finish a novel and get published, and even if I'm a little low on friends IRL I've got you guys. I honestly have no clue where any of that came from.

Okay, going to end this here. I've got an assignment due soon and I'm barely even halfway through.

See you, Fanfares.