The omega's secret

Not really mate's

Delirious POV

I sat there looking to Vanoss hoping he was joking but he was getting more annoyed with me. I want to tell him. I have to tell him. I put my hand out to grab on to his. "Vanoss I.. Well, We are.." He got up off the bed turning to look to me with a face filled with hate. "I don't care what you want or have to say. I told you to get out and I mean now." Vanoss said baring his teeth and growling at me.      

I let out a sad laugh getting a bit annoyed. "Yeah, Sorry I'll go." I got up and walked out to the hall I turned to Vanoss trying to understand what i'm feeling right now. Vanoss looked to me then sighed slamming the door in my face. Now I was mad. I turned and headed down to the living room. "So much for this marking and I'll feel what you feel crap." I whispered to myself pulling up my hoodie to cover up the marking.          

As I made it to the living room I see cartoonz on the couch asleep. So I guess Cartoonz and Ohm didn't make up. I guess I'll add being a home wrecker to things I'm good at. I go to wake Cartoonz. "Cartoonz, I Know your probably mad at me but I need you right now and well I need a ride too." Cartoonz sits up and yawns rubbing his eye's. He then get up and pulls me in to a hug. "Del I'm not mad at you. I'm actually great full. I was finally able to tell Ohm how I felt even if he doesn't feel the same. I was still able to get it off my chest." I hug him back knowing he's probably still hurting.              

We stop hugging then I look to Cartoonz. "Wait?  If it didn't go well why would you stay here? You could of just went home." Cartoonz gives me a sad look. "Well I stayed hoping Ohm will at least talk to me. He could have told me why he feels the need to hide the fact that were mates. Like is it because where both alphas or He doesn't want to be the one getting the mark but want's me to have it Or....Is it just me he really doesn't want?" Cartoonz lets out a pained sigh.  

I pull him in wrapping my arms around his head pulling him to my chest. "It'll work out. Ohm will probably tell you why he feels the way he feels or you'll find someone who will help you forget him and that person will be there for you. Be it Ohm or someone new." Cartoonz wraps his arm's a round my hips. "Does it have to be someone new?" Cartoonz picks up his head to look in to my eye's. I thought he was going to say that Ohm was the only one for him but for some reason the thing he said instead made my heart skip a beat. "Can it be you that helps me forget him?"      

I stand there looking to Cartoonz then I realize my Omega instinct it's purring. 'What why? Vanoss marked me. Shouldn't my instinct only want him?' I then hear someone running down the stairs. I turn to see Vanoss with his eye's gold growling deeply. "Get the f**k away from my mate!" I look to him feeling aggravated. My omega instinct really wanted to continue . I then hear Vanoss wimpier. "Mate please. I want to hold you." I look to Vanoss mad.     

"Yeah I know you do but Vanoss doesn't." I say taking a step away from Cartoonz so where not so close. "Mate me and him are the same person we think the same and we feel the same. So when I say I love you, you should know that he feel's the same." I role my eye's. "First you go and mark me with out knowing if Vanoss or I even want to." Vanoss jumps then starts baring his teeth growling again. "I had to! He was going to let you go! All because your an omega! But your are mate! We both know that your special to us but he doesn't want to see it in a romantic way. He's been denying it sense he found out you were his Omega mate two years ago!" 

I jump my eye's going big. "What? He already new I was an omega for two years? Not only that his omega mate? But he didn't say anything!" I look down trying to understand what this all means. "Of course! What was he going to say? 'Oh I know your an Omega and my mate but I don't want to see you as a mate for now.' That would of just made you hate us so we kept quiet. Why do you thing as soon as we found out Mini wasn't an alpha we where calmer. It's because we knew that if Mini was an Omega there was no chance of him marking you."    

I look to Vanoss madder then ever. "So you went and told Mini he was a slutty omega looking for someone to mark him knowing that your Omega mate was right beside's him?! You don't like omegas!? You don't want an omega as your mate?! Well you don't have to worry about that! I don't want a sh!t head like you for a mate ether!"I said screaming so everyone can hear. Vanoss growls "Shut it! I marked you so you have to listen and do what I say! And I'm telling you to stay!" Vanoss said garbing on to my arm.  

As I try to pull Vanoss's arm off of me I hear a hard smack. I look up to see Vanoss on the floor and Cartoonz standing over him. "Like hell I'm going to let Del be mate's with a ass like you!" Cartoonz said rubbing his fist. Cartoonz then grabs my arm pulling me out the door. "Wait cartoonz! I have to tell Vanoos something." Cartoonz looks to me mad but then sighs. "Vanoss, Can you feel what I'm feeling right now? I want you to say what I'm feeling out loud."

Vanoss looks to me then starts to name off all the feelings I having right now. "Hatred, insecure, anger, disgust, anxiety, rejected, confused." Vanoss stops and starts biting his lip holding back a growl. "I said name all of them." I said looking to Vanoss. Vanoss looks to me then starts to name off more. "free, confident, important, loved,accepted, provocative."  I sigh "Vanoss, you should know that just because where mates doesn't mean that we'll love each other. You and I both know that we both will never fall in love. To tell you the truth my omega instincts where making me feel like I needed you but the real me knew that I didn't love you so that's why I probably didn't say it. And when the real Vanoss didn't remember marking me I had a filling that I couldn't describe but now I can. I felt relieved, like I was happy he didn't remember. It confused me. Like Wasn't I suppose to feel sad? but happiness was all I felt." 

I look to Vanoss then turned and walked to Cartoonz and the car. I get in closing the door. "Make sure you tell Vanoss he doesn't have to see me as his mate. He's a free man! Let him mate with whoever he wants and I'll mate with whoever I want." I hear Growling I look back to see Vanoss's brown eye's looking back at me. I then have his feelings go thru my mind. 'afraid, aggravate, annoyed, concerned, disappointed, envious, hurt,... satisfaction and relief.  Well He's happy that I'm out of his life.'  "Let's go."I said looking to Cartoonz. Cartoonz starts the car a drives off. 

 We been driving for about 15 minutes. I then feel cartoonz slow the car down and turn it in to a wooded area. He stops the car and turns to me. "So~ Del your going to mate with anyone you want? Am I on that anyone list?" I blush looking away. "Cartoonz stop it. I'm not in the mood for your jokes." I said pulling the hoodie down covering my face. I then feel Cartoonz hand under my shirt pulling it up. I look up to see Cartoonz leaning over me. "Well I'm not joking." Cartoonz said pulling my hoodie up to show my face. He then looks to my mark. "I wonder if this will work?" I look to cartoonz. "Wonder what will work?" I asked but in steed of getting a answer Cartoonz bit down hard on my marking.