The omega's secret

How does Vanoss feel

Before you read remember i'm trying to hurry up and get this story over with so yeah a lot of random.

Vanoss POV!?!?

After Cartoonz and Ohm stopped Moo and I from fighting. Cartoonz decided that I needed some talking to. 'Why is Cartoonz trying to act like where friends. It's pissing me off.' I got up seeing that there's no point of just siting there listening to Cartoonz. All he was doing was talking on and on about how I should act or how I should control my alpha instincts when Delirious is around. 'I don't need someone telling me how I should treat my mate.......My mate?...I don't even want him as my mate.' I growled softly As I got up and walked to and up the stairs Cartoonz then yelled out to me. "Hey! I'm still talking to you!" I groan and looked back to Cartoonz. "Yeah, But I'm done listening." I said feeling tired and annoyed from all the running and yelling Delirious made me go through. I even fought with Moo because of his f*cking heat. As I was turning to go up the stairs my eye's started to drift towards Delirious. I see that he's also looking back at me. 

I start to slowly breathe in the air looking for Delirious' scent. 'His heat seem's to be going down.... Good. Now I don't have to stress over something so stupid.' I let out a frustrated sigh looking away and going up the stairs. I get to my room and I open the door walking in and locking it. I then turn to my bed and just let my body fall on it. 'I haven't been in here sense Delirious left. Man, How much I've messed this bed.' I thought as I rolled under the blanket. 'Why the hell did I stop sleeping in here?' I thought to myself. I laid there as I tried to fall asleep but I couldn't something was missing. I then growled out. "Oh, That's right. Delirious' f*cking scent isn't here."

 I then sat up growling out more. 'Why after all these years does his scent now start to effect me!?' I place my face in my hands and sigh. My instinct is telling me I should mate with Delirious, But it's yelling at me that a alpha like me need's a better mate then a weak omega. I then growl out. "Then why are you making me feel like this!? Like I need him!" I yelled softly. "I even told him that I wanted to be his mate, But he went and said that he was to scared?! To scared?! *laugh* See that just went and proved to me that he is to weak to be my mate!" I laughed but then my laugh tuned to a forced one. "I don't need him. I don't!" I said to myself. I then looked up to the door. 'I-I'll just see what there doing. I need something to do so I can calm myself down.' I then tried to listen to what was going on down stairs but all I heard was Ohm yell that he was going for a walk to clear his head. 

 I then felt myself growl. 'Is delirious' scent getting to him? Is Delirious going to be okay by himself?' I then started to feel the needed to prove my place as top alpha. But I then stop myself from going down stairs. 'No, Whatever delirious' is doing it has nothing to do with me.' I then laid back down on the bed. 'It's fine. Delirious' heat is going down so it should be fine. It's fine. Everything's okay.'  I say as I try to calm myself down. I then growl to myself. 'Your the one telling me to forget about Delirious but here you are making me feel like I need to put my friends in there place so they don't even think of trying to mate with him.' 

I lay there waiting for my instinct to say something. 'Why don't you just take whoever your father pairs you up with as your mate. You know he'll pick a strong and beautiful mate for us.' I turn over to my side. 'If I do that will the need to be close to Delirious stop?' I asked but my instinct stayed quiet. I then sighed knowing that my instinct was done talking.  I then started to here the guy's coming up the stairs and into their rooms. But I didn't smell Delirious' scent as they walked by.       

I sat up and looked to the door waiting for Delirious. 'And you say that i'm the one making you think and act like this.' my instinct said. 'Shut up. I just need his scent to fall asleep and nothing else.' I said growling. After five to six minutes I heard him walk up the stairs. I then started to breathe in the sweet scent coming from him. I then felt my body relax. I then lad down feeling calm and somewhat happy. I then fell asleep.